iT's a bLisS haVinG eUu aRouNd wiTh mE.. i lOvE Euu!

2011-03-15T11:24:00.002+08:00

怎么身边的朋友都在分手呢?? 我正属于幸福与甜蜜的状态下...更要好好珍惜眼前的男朋友.... :D

2011-03-01T13:00:00.002+08:00

sometimes, all time, i wish that i could understand you more... learn to deal with the stress that you are going through... learn how to appreciate you more... know how not to take you for granted... learn how to help you with things so that could lighten your workload... I'm thankful for friends who are always beside me reminding me of how much you love me, stressing to me why I should not take you for granted... these are the feelings that i neglect.. always.

I want you to know that you actually mean a truck loads to me!! :D

P.S. I May Not Be The Perfect One For You, But I Will Always Try To Be The Right One....

2011-03-01T11:38:00.002+08:00

这最迟的运气好象有点下滑哟!! 是不是该去拜个神来转运呢??

2011-02-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011!!

This year, other than visiting relatives, we oso had a steamboat with friends at Amy's place!!! Fun-filled time spent and took truck loads of pictures with our Polaroid camera!! Really love them to the MAX!!!

To my precious boyfriend, I love euu too!!!

2010-08-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

*cleaning up the cob webs*

depressive days are kinda over, i've changed my workplace and i'm officially a staff of JGH.... heard about the things that were happening in my previous ward, it freaking scare me... still have phobia of people/managers being nice to their employees... anyway, started my night shift like on the 4th week and currently now... mess up!! freaking no. of forms i need to fill up, freaking no. of blood that doctors took and i need to label, they happily take and dump on the table.... freaking no. of stupid reports i need to write, like more than 50 ticks and dashes in each report....

hmmm.. people tried to help me out by helping me doing the ticks and dashes, but but, all done only halfway.... people being kind help me to take blood, but yea, it freaking clotted and there's not enough blood to run that test.... people help to hang up drip, but yet, saw the drip lying on the table untouched... helping me to take telemetry machine yet scared of you know--- white figure so need 2 people to tag along..... best thing, i even need to go next ward to be translator for a freaking hearing impaired uncle, slightly confused i think (or he just totally dun understand or can't even hear what i'm trying to convey).... and there's this staff who dunno how to use SAP system, need to help her log in, print stickers, actualize.... ya, that's my night... very nice right?!

Jia you for tonight and tomorrow bah!!!

P.S. not gonna meet Baobei these few days, acting like i dun miss him... haa! and we both forgot that it was our 34th month together on the 14th Aug!!! *bleahz* so scary, i've been with someone together for 3 years leh!! and still not sick and tired of seeing him... haha!! he still bullies me (and vice versa)...nonetheless, i love him deep deep too!!

i wanna go cycling and swimming these days... my da-yi-ma ending lo!!! okay, i kinda anti-swim, just wanna dip into the pool.... under the sun but make sure i dun turn dark.... as if ar?! i miss those cycling session with cliques!!!

hey cliques, next outing to where?! Fullerton hotel? haha!! instead of pyjamas party why not make it sexy party?! eh.... beach party?!

bye, leaving home for night shift soon.....

2010-06-17T11:19:00.002+08:00

一天不见面我就开始想念了.... 我的天呀!!! 这正常吗??

我要买照相机, 但觉得好贵哦!!!! 正在存钱读书呢!!!

好想出国哦!!!!

2010-05-09T19:55:00.002+08:00

transferring to AH2 or not?? idk... but i wanna further my studies after i've saved up like hopefully $4000!!

my ninja is right beneath my chair, and i can't move a single bit in case i hurt him!!

i love my colleagues that i'm working with now!!! LOVE is the word...

i wanna go bladding session with Shah, Veronica and the fall down king again!!!

i wanna go the hotel that Shah wanted to go ever since last year!!! telling me about the great foods!!! i wanna meet ups!! but i shall not plan... in case i got toooooo much hopes, and all dashed!!

happie momo's day to all momo!!! and to my momo, did u enjoy the dried mangoes i bought???? :P

2010-05-04T11:13:00.002+08:00

backspacing what i've type out....

u disappoint me..... very much!!

Baobei sounded me out for very long time that day... as i was weeping away... thank you!! no idea why was i so agitated.... maybe i just want to see u very much that day, yet....... u got no intention to meet up........... wadever!!!! lost faith....... very sad!!!!

2010-03-27T10:43:00.004+08:00

dine out at Vivo Marche on Friday with cliques!!! total happiness do happen, don't it??

i've been uber excited since the day before... wahaha!!

the foods that we ordered filled up the table within minutes!!
bbq chicken crepe (if i remember it right).... not to my liking due to many onion in it....pork knuckles that couldn't be miss!! haha!! the fats lying between the skin and meat is total guilt....and fried mushrooms... i don't fancy it... so, no comments.this is the best!!! rosti with sausage!! so crispy, yummy... wahaha!! must-order dish!!the people who went... wahaha!! and simon is the photographer, that explains his disappearance in this picture! hahahaha!! this photo was taken cos i wanna show everyone his huge mole near his mouth!! it kinds of irritates me when he talk!!! hahahahahaha!!! why he don't wanna remove the mole that has hair growing on it leh?? and he needs to pluck the hair on & off... wahahahahahaha!!!
Karen... another someone who has one great super huge mole at the corner on her left eyebrow... wahaha!! but she say it's 贵妇痣.... wahahaha!!!

me and beggar?? nah!! my twin who's on the phone with her mama... haha!!

me and the guy with mole.... wahaha!!! he look kinda ah pek on this picture!!!

that's all babes!!

2010-03-25T19:36:00.002+08:00

恒达把我给宠坏啦!! 不好哦!!

he's now in Phuket... he bought me jacket, shirts, dresses.... wahaha!!! aren't me a 幸福小女人??

yeahness!! 6 more days and i can get to hug him tight!!!!

2010-02-25T13:00:00.002+08:00

mum & dad left for US ytd night... and my mum's last words to me before she headed to the departure hall was "remember to feed my plants with water ar!! so long didn't see u feeding tortise, must remember to feed it as well!! and also the hamsters, make sure they get enough foods ar!!!" my god!! so cute right??

treated aunt and Claris grandma for popeye supper aka dinner for myself... they mad etheir way over to fetch me and yet i'm late.. not that i want to, but my day starts with irritating family members that keep coming up to me telling me all sorts of nonsense and still, ends with irritating family and admissions.... my uncle kind of pissed that i'm late and told me that why couldn't i passed to other nurses to do... he just don't understand...

so far, Baobei has been calling me everyday with his handphone.. pray hard that we can manage the $$ when the bill comes... haha!! chatting with him over the phone makes me feel that he's just right beside me... haha! 35 more days to go!!

kbox session on the 20th feb with lovely friends... and had alcoholic session at brotzeit located at 313... nice, cooling, cosy ambience... had cranberry vodka that doesn't have the taste of vodka, and i slurped it up kind of fast... and dizzy spells came knocking on my head... haha!! lousy me.... but still, it's just a once in a while.......

work is pretty shitty.... not in terms of heavy workload, but where's the 6th staff in noon shift??

i'll be having my team-building training leave the week after next, idk if i should be happy or not... reason: i'm the ONLY one going on that day! don't know who to grab to when i'm in the middle of the air hanging up-side-down... rahh!! and in-charge course in march will also be ALONE! who will accompany me to have makan session during break time?! haiz.....

2010-02-17T19:29:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really envy the people around me.... *sigh* the grass is always greener on the other side.......

Baobei left for his sailing journey today at 5pm... while me, ended work and tried not to think about it... can't bring myself to off my mobile phone..... waiting for his messages for me....

jia you bah!! 42 days to go!!!!

2010-02-08T11:31:00.002+08:00

when things don't go the way u thot it wud turn out as.... everything juz fall into pieces..... when you thot u're pampering your mum by buying her things but it turns out that she got so angry cos u're splurging money away..... how wud you feel?? =(

2010-02-06T10:35:00.002+08:00

guys, they like to bottle things up all to themselves... and one day when it explodes... aggressiveness!

counting down to CNY cum Valentines' day... nevertheless, counting down the number of days left before he sets onboard..... ='(

Baobei, just bear with those nonsense for the next 1 month plus and euu'll get over with it le k... cheer up!! ^.^

2010-02-02T10:37:00.005+08:00

finally got to curl my hair after months of nagging to people beside me telling them i WANNA CURL!!! haha! and i've got my twin to accompany me!! shiok-ness you know?? okay, appointment booked... type of curls we wanna up in our minds, yet unsure how it'll be like... very anticipating, excited, anxious.... stepped into the salon and there we are, talking loudly as usual, becoming the noisiest people in there... taking pics of our last non-curled hair!!

this is my twin, telling me the hair-dresserlooking at us.... haha!! there goes her focus.....

And this is me, of course, getting my curls heat up by some UFO machine... hahahaha!!My twin, with her curls hidden in this nushroom head... and with her new cut bangs!!Ta-da!! i'm done... awaiting for hers... hmmm, auntie looking girl... haa!

spent the whole afternoon in the salon.... spent a huge amount of money..... haha!! my very first time spending such money on hair....... please give us good remarks on our hair k.... hehe!

left my twin in the salon while i meet my parents to have XO fish slice beehoon... i had like 4-5 small bowls k... FAT!! my mama so sua-gu, stayed at Holland Drive x20 odd years but not eaten there before... haha!!

xiaode!! we must take loads of pics tgt with our curled hair k!!!!!! :-p

2010-01-18T11:47:00.002+08:00

i don't want February to come...
i don't want CNY to come... *boohoo*

bought Samsung Corby from Mustafa centre... okay, just to clarify myself, i super seldom go there k.... just go there to get phone cos cheaper... haha!! and the things sold there are mad lots!! and now i'm loving, meanwhile exploring my phone... bought the one with yellow casing.. not the colour(pink) i want though, but last piece, so grab it fast!! and it's the same colour as an indian guy.. WOW!!! same taste.... LOL!!
P.S can someone tell me how do i upload pics from phone to lappy?? no USB cable provided when i bought the phone....

booked a pedicure session on the 8th Feb... shiok-ness to pamper myself once in a while... anyone wanna go spa with me?? never been before.... anyone has got trial packages??

gonna dine at coffeeshops, kopitiam, fastfood restaurants more.... wanna save money... aim: go Japan's Disneyland!!

2010-01-04T11:10:00.002+08:00

year 2009 i've tried:

-drinking Chivas (on Veronica's birthday)
-drinking Jack Daniel (before 2010 countdown with colleagues)
-drinking sweet green apple _______ with coke (on Dec 19th after x'mas celebration with cliques)

P.S: these are my major achievement k.... in account that i very seldom drink.... and i get dizzy spells easily one cup of drink..... but people do find me weird after i start drinking cos i'll be quiet thereafter..... i don't create noise when i'm about to get drunk.... and i'll just rest/sleep..... haha!

Resolutions for year 2010:

-save money, be more spendthrift
-have more dinner at home
-spend more time with family
-more meet up with friends
-be more quiet (people say i'm too noisy)
-decorate my new room when i move house
-go overseas with friends
-be happy and not grumble on little things easily

that's all i can think of now...

2009-11-30T11:11:00.002+08:00

hello!! i'm back from my Penang trip with family!!! trip was not bad.. just that everyone gained fats along due to the routine of eat, sit on coach right after eating, eat and sit.... and i managed to take pics of boars, touching their spiky hair... so i guessed i'll be rich soon (there's a saying that when you touch the boar, you'll be rich!!) wahaha!!

other than that, shopping was boring!! and i saw skinned off goat hung up beside the butcher's work station with the head on the table!! damn gross i tell you!! then i don't dare to take the pic of it.. so afraid that after i take the pic, the head that's lying on the table will be mine!!

back from trip with Baobei coming to help me and family get the luggages and stuffs... home sweet home.. Holland Drive is my home!! wahaha!!! and Baobei helped to change my house's cables and repaired our toilet door!! bravo to handyman!!!! and help me fix with my blog's background...

he went to Dizaru to see fruits farms, ostriches (i'm jealous), monkeys and maybe pretty ladies.. haha! and he tried to indirectly say that i'm stupid!!! *roar*

that's all folks!!

i had a dream

2009-11-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

i had a funny dream... dreamt of Shukuan getting married and her 'husband' is a young good-looking guy... she was showing me her wedding photos in my dream...
that's not the end, i also dreamt of Leiping... crawling through a dog hole... yes!! a hole meant for DOGS to pass through... and she told me (in my dream), she BNO for 3 days... woke up, grimming.... ^.^

and i'm going to Hello Kitty Lab at Expo... anyone keen to join me??

2009-11-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

can't wait for my coming annual leave which starts from 23-29th Nov. reason being, i'm gonna go Penang with my family!!! Penang Laksa, prawn noodles, chendol, etc.... anticipating!!!

why am i so useless? why my brain just can't think fast? i should've scolded that manager up, down, left, right, inside, out!!! don't point fingers at people! it's RUDE!!! stupid old man! i should have cracked your fingers!!

Shukuan says i'm a chilli padi... but, after this matter, i'm just a useless Chilli... haiz......

stiff neck for no reason... moan & groan in pain while sleeping.. old & useless..

2009-11-06T11:16:00.002+08:00

at times, i feel that my boy is way too good to me that i feel that i'm a devil..............

life is so stagnant for me............... boohoo!!! i see no future ahead................ :(

2009-10-26T13:05:00.003+08:00

i'm peeling............. peel peel banana peel peel........

now, i don't like my tan........................ i wanna be fair again............... long wait again..........

i wanna go overseas............. somewhere not boring............. somewhere that i can shop or cheap stuffs............... somewhere not like Singapore.................... no where to go................ go those Pulau??? or go nude beaches......? so i can see neh neh................ wahaha!!!

i wanna, i wanna, i wanna....................... own boy all by myself............. all day long............ and i miss my boy boy now............ or rather, days that we don't meet...........

he'll not be in Singapore on CNY + Valentine's day............. boohoo!!

i'm lazy to load those pictures taken during my day spent in Night Safari.............

Annual leave will start again on 23rd-28th Nov....... where should i go leh????

parents going China on 2nd-15th Dec..... wanna turn the house upside down.... wahaha!! gonna change the decorations......... and maybe get two crabs to rear............

2009-10-09T12:12:00.002+08:00

i'll be back working night shift tonight.... kind of anxious cos i heard that we had started using omni-cell to serve medications... oh my god!! now i really do not know how to use and most importantly, how to check the antibiotics that i need to serve for the night and day??!! butterflies in stomach.. no one to blame lah, cos i skipped those hands-on practice on omni-cell...

anyway, i've been spending my off days overseas in Bangkok(pics shall view in FB), slacking, going out with boy(Singapore is total boredom).. and now i'm back in Singapore, things sold here as compared in Thai will be much more expensive especially those shorts and skirts.. hmmm... maybe it isn't a bad thing, cos i can save money for future!!! wahaha..

next time if wanna go to places that allow us to shop till we drop, must go with a gang of girls to chiong for cheap stuffs!! (not saying that i dun wanna go with you k.. keke) and i don't wanna go with boy to Thailand anymore!!! cos he kept imitating the way the Thais talk and how they bargain with me on the pricings... haha!! hilarious but still, irritating...

i wanna go night safari!! halloween events!! went last year, fun yet scary!! but still a nice experience!! wahaha!!

contradicting day i had

2009-09-24T10:59:00.002+08:00

went to send our ex-nursing manager her last journey at Mandai.. minus off those weeping part.. my day was great! 9 people getting squeezed into a Mazda 3 car (not mentioning me & Veronica, the petite sized people), others are well-fed kind of size, willingly and humerously!! laugh our way from NUH to Ghim Moh..

and from Mandai to Bukit Timah, the car was squeezed with 8 people with me & again Veronica in the back boot.. okay, it's not that squeezy and we each can even have the space to carry onto a cushion!!

headed over to get pratas for dinner.. chit-chats.. my day is yeah-ness!!

glad that you're relieved from your sufferings, pain.. R.I.P

stop telling me that YOU! living in this world for 30 odd years, Singaporean, don't know that it's rude to wear red for sad occassions!! who are you trying to lie to?! not a minimal respect for someone who's more senior than YOU do!! and i believe that YOU're laughing inside YOUR heart that she's gone!!

2009-09-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

no more stresses on birthday celebration! thanks million to those who made their way to celebrate with me and those wishes, gifts! felt touched when i know that my sis in US send me a balloon, my cousins in Australia called me to wish me happy birthday! nothing more i could ask for.. THANKS!!

okay! now till 2nd Oct, i shall make a list of what i wanna bring, what i wanna eat, what i wanna buy in Thailand!! Tom Yam soup and shopping in weekend market is a must! not getting enough sleep will be something i'm prepared for! wahaha! but he'll definitely not allow.. must get at least 8hrs sleep/day is his principle..

went to Botanic garden in the noon.. and my aunt called saying that i'll turn into roasted pig.. wahaha! and i fed the swans with my biscuits from the ice-cream i bought! it's seriously scary to feed them directly from your fingers to their beak.. so, i leave this job to him of cos! and me, AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!! okay, shall visit the garden again bringing breads and biscuits for them.. i think they love biscuits more! shall trap the squirrel and keep them as pets!!

we met Maybelle in PS!! so long long didn't see her le!! happie!! ^.^

bye! boy nagging me to sleep!! nitez -.-

2009-09-06T23:06:00.001+08:00

lousy gf (i am)

screwed........

conclusion=>bad day

2009-08-28T11:44:00.001+08:00

it's unbelieveable!!

why men have bad temper??

why can't he think in my shoes??

bye!!

2009-08-21T11:49:00.002+08:00

i wanna go for an O-V-E-R-S-E-A-S trip!!! get out-of-Singapore and FAR FAR away kind!! i really do!!
plans ahead...
1ST: get approval from my MAMA!! (only after she approves, then i can plan my trip)

i wanna go Thailand!!! (but i heard it's a lil chaos here & there, so........ abort the idea?)
i wanna go pulau ubin, nope! is pulau redang/tioman!! (but i wanna go shopping leh...)
my papa ask me go China instead! (NO WAY!!!!)
hmmm... how about Taiwan/HK? (expensive as compared to Thai/ and those Pulaus)

BUT!!! i still need the APPROVAL.. and who gonna come with me?! or i go US find my Sister, go to Ben&Jerry factory and slack at her place??? EXPENSIVE air tickets!!!

or i go Sentosa during my leave? oso considered out-of-Singapore just that don't fit in the category of far far away..............

how leh? =.="

2009-08-14T11:15:00.002+08:00

i'm having tummy cramp + leg cramp right now!!! popped in buscopan.. but effect hasn't come yet.. no mood to do things...

happy 22nd month to Baobei and myself!!! love euu!

2009-08-04T13:43:00.003+08:00

sister's back in US.... took pictures, cut hair, had steamboat, went shopping, bought handphones, etc...

i'm 'enjoying' my AL now... due to some unplanned situation, intended to go out with Veronica, Karen and Sinyi.... plans ruined... argh! i wanna cry laaaaaaa!

Baobei's on duty today... and he's getting his leave on Thursday!!! going to Science Centre... wahaha!!!!

i'm bored....... boredness...... please ask me out..... date me my friends!!

last but not least... i'll be celebrating my birthday on the 12th & 13th Sept at Chevron... pls come and join the fun!! text or leave a msg if u're able to come k.. tell me in advance!!!!!! thanks

2009-07-14T13:27:00.006+08:00

out with cliques once again........ haha!

this is me, with my high forehead... don't be jealous, there's a old saying that people with high forehead are clever people... my BF's mom told me to go beijing 101 -.-" merlion 'vomitting' non-stop... a sign of prosperity... the 3 mountain tortises... have not watched 3D movie before... took pics while waiting fo movie to start, got said by the person that no photo takings allowed in movie theatre.... *oops*my new BF? haha!!!!!!! i like his camera... clear image, slim, big screen... this photo was taken with my camera.......the 3 of us..... i miss my braces days...... AND! the 3 of us has got braces before and now!!see how Xueting grin upon the arrival of her foods! :Pi like her hair-style...........the Jap restaurant........................... not bad.

2009-07-10T11:01:00.002+08:00

demoralize..............
got to know that Desmond n Xueting have been promoted to SN1 during the day i met up with them....
felt soooooooo low morale (i was literally speechless)........
and they have joined the preceptorship course.......
what about me and my fellow colleagues?
slogging hard in ward, not going back on time........
need to answer to those of higher authorities why didn't we discharge patients before 11am daily....
grumbling those daily workloads and not attending courses.......
Freaking ward!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-10T02:34:00.004+08:00

fly money fly fly......................
broke once again...............
:(
awaiting for bonus day..........
:)
but happinessis short-lived.............
and i predict i'll spend it within weeks..............
-.-"

how i wish my wallet/ATM card has a max limit spendings of $20/day.........
and you can't accumulate them for more than 3 days............
dream on..................
self-control................
save for the rainy days.....................
save for my future studies/driving lessons (if i got the urge to learn).................
save up for marriage (provided someone wants to build a family with me)...........
whatever...........
just save...............

waiting for 20th July............
Sis coming back from US...........
so many things to do with her..............
manicure, pedicure, dining out with her and family................
celebrate mom's 60th birthday.................
get my + family a new handphone each (sounds rich, in fact, cos the phones are spoilt)........
most importantly; i miss her very much..........
crap around and calling each other Freaks...........

i'm still hungry after eating instant cereal porridge that tastes yucky..........
woke up due to heat + hunger...........
here i am, blogging craps..........
checked out my expenditure at i-Banking..............
very good at spending, not very good at earning............
argh!!! *grumbles*...............
good-night...... sleep tight....... sweet dreams........

2009-07-08T11:46:00.010+08:00

blog's dead.. but i revive it again.. Pictures!!

me, with my S$50 Fox tube.. i love the color combination..
nice dress for $30.....
so long did not meet up with them le.. Xueting n me
Desmond n meXueting n Deson our day at Kellong his cute pic... but what happened?!!!ward clerk's Rahimah's newly born princess.. rosy cheeks..... *cuddle*at Crystal Jade steamboat with Baobei's family..

Liana'a wedding ceremony with colleagues n ex-colleagues

may it remain so peaceful forever

2009-05-30T03:50:00.002+08:00

i'm on night shift once again. with the same staff nurses but different juniors. i'm hungry.... had just a cup of yogurt a about 12mn. nothing other than yogurt appeals to me. *grinz*

unable to log in to restaurant city. no adobe flasher available. i think my workers are probably lying on the ground.

cousin Jonathan is in Australia. go there and study hard k, don't go and woo big nehs!

played quizzes on facebook. wonder if it's so accurate. the date that i'm gonna be engaged will be on 14/02/2010. and the date i'm gonna get married 25/07/2010. haha! according to my colleague, it's quite true. we shall see k. =p

i need an air-con installed in my room or probably in my living room! sweating like a roasted pig while napping and lazing around.

very random i know. waiting for time to pass. waiting for the clock to strike 5am so that i can take bloods for patients and start my antibiotics. waiting for the time to strike 7am so that i can handover to the people of next shift.

i want to go rest now!!!!!

bad luck?

2009-05-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

had a DIL (dangerously ill list) patient under my care for days. then during one of my afternoon shift, when the Registrar came and review patient, his ABG results were all out of range, mini resuscitation of patient started after i pass over to the night staff. soon after, went down to ICU for close monitoring. (that was during my colleague's 1st night)......

okay, then that particular bed was of course empty. and here comes my shift again (afternoon), admitted a patient who's under Oncology for lung cancer, reviewed by doctors and it's written 'DIL'. i was like ''WOW!'' okay, as usual i pass over to the same colleague while the doctors were discussing about the patient's status. and i came to work in the morning only to know that the patient had passed away. OMG! i'm i 'suay'or what?!

today work was kind of hectic for me. i discharged 3 patients, 1 patient was transferred out with the help of a colleage, and i admitted 3. with 2 empty beds left. *claps* Sister treated us pizzas, cos we worked hard... she should probably do that everyday!!! ^.^

bored

2009-05-21T09:46:00.002+08:00

bad news: Baobei's going for sailing on the July all the way till September (not confirm yet).
good news: went to visit Sister Ho yesterday, she's getting better (get well soon!)

i miss eating KFC. yesterday Leiping, Xueling and Ms Tiong went to have KFC while i was drooling away cos waiting to meet Baobei to go his place have dinner-sweetened pork ribs (my favourite!) must learn how to cook this dish for myself!

i feel like having sardine fish now! i want to slack my day lazing around (but i'm on afternoon shift) =(

on the 28th, Jieying's birthday celebration. Jonathan(cousin) flying off to Australia for further studies.

Bye!

working now....

2009-05-13T03:21:00.002+08:00

2 more nights to go before i get my weekends off.. can't wait cos this will be the weekend i can spend with Baobei lots lots!! after which, he needs to book in, and i have weekend night coming on my way. this year is so different.. attended so many 21st birthday parties of friends (mostly his). this coming Saturday too!=p foods foods foods. sounds like i'm a glutton. haha! but i do eat quite lots of foods when i have the appetite! ^.^

Friday having steamboat session with Baobei and Bee @ crystal jade (provided there's vacancy for us).. hohoho! i want to eat lots lots!!!!!

falling into depressive mood once again.. Baobei will be staying in for 2 months... as time goes by, he needs to go on board le.. each time may be a few months, after that then come on shore.

bye! i've just got a booking of Cardio CCF pt. yoyo!!

awaiting for Sunday

2009-05-06T09:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday played Baobei's Restaurant City. his workers including me as the cook, the percentage of ability to work is kind of low already. so, the kind hearted me fed them all water. and me as the cook cum girlfriend, had apple instead. haha! told Baobei happily and he say that i'm bias. haa! i'm your girlfriend ma, so must treat me better. keke =p

wearing N95 mask is a torture! make my face so itchy, my ears gonna have pressure sores soon. omg! and the rubber strip is so tight that my facial fats got squeezed out. after an hour after i removed my mask, when i press on the redness on my cheek, it hurts!!! please appreciate the nurses and other healthcare workers k. stop all the complains and fusses and say more thank you!!

Are Singaporeans selfish? i find that the Seniors are the ones who are selfish.

bye!!

baobei's big day!

2009-04-26T23:25:00.005+08:00

come ti realize that i did not blog about Baobei's birthday celebration at Aranda club. i know i'm a C.M.I. girlfriend.....
rushed finish my work stuffs and jumped onto Azura's car, took my blanket and things i've packed from home and hopped back into her car... she drove me there!!
showered, crap with his family and there come his friends.... they look at me and say "eh, yijun, why i did not see you for so long but you still haven't grow taller leh?" *roar*

this is Yiting, Joey and me! i misses them much! still as pretty/prettier than before =p we're the nurses cum once-a-cheerleader k.. and this. mad Sophia. Baobei's cousin...... why she look so fair leh?

Baobei's sec school friends.. he's so kawaii!!

his ah mah. so cute also right.

Baobei's family!

okay. i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. bye! don't miss me k..... ^.^

2009-04-22T11:13:00.003+08:00

3 nights went passed. not too bad.
Colleague's night went like this:
1st night-ample of blood transfusion for patient A
2nd night-patient A had a fall
3rd night-patient A desaturated: intubated in ward
add on: her junior was C.M.I.

bye. i hate this place i'm working in. but i'm not gonna stay long already! =p

2009-04-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

yucks! i stepped on shitssssssss!!! like, for the past one year...

hack ar!!

2009-04-07T09:29:00.003+08:00

morning shift on a Monday, what more can you expect? heavy workloads plus i have 5 discharges, 1 admission. =( and i discharged 1 patient without teaching how to use Novolet pen. okay, partly my fault. BUT, it's also the Diabetic Care Nurse fault! put ALL the blames on me!! you sucks!! what you mean 'patient blurblur can't be taught?' i myself taught her the use of insulin syringe and when she return demo to me, it's with minimal promptings! you just heard my side of the story telling you that patient unable to remember her dosage and you just smack your butt and intended to wait for the family to come and teach them without even telling me to contact you when they come!!!! on one side, i assumed you've taught patient(she's not confuse, not dumb,just some slight blur vision) and discharge her. and you came asking me where's the patient? i haven't taught her the use of Novolet pen!! and kept telling me "are you YeeKoon,do you know what you are doing? why are you so blur?" argh!! asshole!!!! okay, she told Sister about this, and i'm waiting for some coffee sessions with Sister one of these days. was sooooooooooooo pissed that i left the counter with tears hanging on my cheeks. felt relieved whenever i have LeiPing around consoling me.

Be glad that I have got NO BOND!! or i'll be stuck in this SUCKY hospital, SUCKY ward, SUCKY people, SUCKY patients and a REAL SUCKY MANAGEMENT!!!

P.S. i lost my beloved hamster. he managed to open the cage door and walked out. nowhere to be found. maybe he's hungry now (i have foods for you left in ur cage), maybe he lost his way (just appear infront of me and i'll get you back to your cage). i cried. =((

2009-03-09T09:32:00.002+08:00

my Annual Leave is ending in about 14 hours time.. one week past very quickly.. i slacked at home most of the days and out with Baobei when he get the chance to book out to have meals with me.. had a mild fever on Friday accompanied with sorethroat.. thanks to him forcing me to drink plenty of water if not, i don't think i would have been well after that.. ^.^ but, on and off still having block nose and sorethroat..

we went to the Singapore Zoological Garden on Saturday.. but the rainy weather at 3 plus noon dampen our mood.. we didn't visit all the animals, not to say most too! cos the tram ride make me even lazy to walk under the schorching sun.. i love otters! they're so adorable! at the start of the Zoo trip, we were actually quite annoyed by a group of Japanese people.. we were at the start of our journey, looking at the cotton ear monkey, and they were there 'kawaii!!! kawaii!!! KAWAII!!!' so loudly and so super excited!! AND scare the monkey away!!!!!! they did the same when we looking at the otters!!!

yesterday, we went to Baobei's cousin's 21st birthday party at Chevron.. nice foods, nice swimming pool, nice company.. *thumbs up* went down the pool to soak my body in, the weather is super warm! played with his little cousins, so adorable!!! had 2 desserts, i love sea coconut! now i'm thinking, hmmm, where should i hold my 21st birthday party at leh?

it's so true

2009-02-19T09:39:00.002+08:00

my eye lid twitched a little, once or twice i couldn't remember. the phrase of 'something is wrong' popped up in my mind. carried on working. held out my handphone after work and read the messages. something's really not right. BF's grandma passed away. one week after her OP. she was so well before when we visited her last Wednesday. telling us not to visit her if we're busy, don't need waste the time, money to travel, etc. talking about her late husband. may you rest in peace.

BF's so so sad. i felt a pinch in my heart too. unpredictable. life's so unpredictable. treasure the love ones around you.

how's valentine's day?

2009-02-17T08:52:00.006+08:00

How did i spend my Valentine's Day? haven't got to celebrate yet though the day has past. so long as you're with your love ones, everyday can be Valentine's day =P had my night shift with Vasu and Lei Ping on Valentine's Day. ordered McDonald but i skipped this meal, cos i don't like Mac. night was nice. ^.^

Hinted to Baobei what i would like for Valentine's. haha! And i've got the present i want!!!! ~sly~He showed me this bear when he got to my house.gave me this box. *i know what's inside* but still grinning so widely from side to side. ;-)

4 roses in it. kept flipping, turning the box cos i don't know how to open. haha!

yeah!! a necklace that i want! but it's still so extreme sweet of him to buy for me though i gave him a big hint. and i have not got him any present for Valentine's!!!!!

when he was buying this gift @ Holland Village brunch, he saw my aunt, followed by Claris's mom and Claris. the person who served him was Henry(manager or something). In conclusion, so many people know he's buying for me. haha! *shy* ^.^

may we spend our Valentine's Day every year till we grow old......

chinese new year

2009-02-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

3rd day of the CNY was..............re-certification of BCLS.. and i was thumping/pounding/jumping okay, compressing onto the manikin like a mad woman just because i'm not as big size as other people, i have a previous broken wrist bone and i'm bony.. that makes it more difficult for me, the strength needed drained me out.. but, i passed!!! with only a single mistake.. ^.^

maybe i should jump into the river to wash myself ultra clean.. had a minor resus yesterday, patient was well before.. intubated in the ward.. sent to MICU.. and some nurses there, sucks! thanks with the help of our new SSN from MICU too, she helped me lots during the process and also topping up the e-cart.. had some short chat with her.. nice person..

today, surprisingly, took 6 cases only!! hahaha.. but tomorrow won't be taking 6 le.. =( it''ll most likely be 11 patients.. wish me best of luck!! jia you!!!

i love Baobei lots!!! ^.^ took this pic while at his grandma's place.. taken from his sis's blog site.. =x

a while ago?

2009-01-21T22:56:00.002+08:00

life isn't of much change. continuously working, grumbling, slamming case notes, out with boy, chat with sister online and through phone calls, etc. pretty much the same. L.I.F.E.

finally, got my spectacles and contact lenses made. bought the solutions too. total bomb $300. boy paid half =) i bought him a pair of Nike shoes too =)

list of things i want to accomplish during my rest day for tomorrow:
~clean up hamster cages
~buy hamster foods
~do mani and pedicure if i manage to have appointment made
~psycho my mama to do pedi and mani since she has package
~clean/scrub the toilet (yes! TOILET)
~scrub my tortise shell as well (sparkling green ^.^)
~clean up my room, wardrobes
~rest as much as possible

that's all. don't think i can finish doing so many things in a day. will try my best! happy Chinese New Year to all of you in advance!!! >.<

fun @ work

2008-12-26T10:02:00.002+08:00

it's fun when you're working in a young environment. x'mas but we're the ones whom are working noon shift. me, veronica, nurizzah, azura and lovern. all passed out not more than 2 years! best thing was, i'm taking total of 6 patients only! and me, veron and izzah are the little ones in front so we kept talking and helping out one another. admitting, giving medications, taking bloods. and azura helped by scolding the pharmacist!

x'mas did nothing much. spent the countdown at home. initially wanted to go suntec city but kept yawning while waiting for bus you see. 1st time spending x'mas with Baobei. blissful love. since i got my bonus, should go spend some time choosing gift for my Elsie aunt. =) and if time allows, bring Baobei n family to eat. but not these few weeks, cos weekends i'm noon! they hint me saying they wanna have shark fin. haha!

today i'm on night. working with izzah and marybeth. not so bad i think. but bad combination. 2 juniors and one STAFF NURSE 1. she was a senior SN you see.

me still cracking my brain what i want to buy for Baobei this x'mas. and also requesting to him what i want to receive from him this x'mas. maybe i'll go do a new spectacles + few contact lenses. keke. bomb him! keke.

bye. going out for breakfast. ^.^

meet up

2008-12-11T10:46:00.002+08:00

it has been so long that i last stepped into NYP. the road to NYP is filled with so much memories. memories of gossiping with friends while walking to school or station. rushing to school cos' i'm gonna be late for classes. eye stares on me cos' i'm smalled than people on terms of height u see. running away from lecturers cos' i'm wearing slippers/shorts. sleeping during lectures cos' of tiredness(bullshit), showing no interests in any of the modules. walking out of lectures halfway through to but tidbits with Ivy/Xueting. copying lecture notes from Desmond while nagging to him that i can't read his cursive handwriting. crapping with Ivy and Xueting(and of cos friends who were sitting behind or infront of us. sometimes, even shout across the lecture hall). hiding slippers in our bags, bare-footing during practical lessons. and an incident which i'll not forget was, there's a guy whom was trying to rush for lesson, walked outside the shelter from station to school and he hiy his head against a signboard which resulted in a loud 'bang' created, all eyes on him and i was giggling away. being tall can be bad. :P

anyway, i went NYP not just to meet Brenda, but to collect my grad cert. hohoho! finally! and i bet i need to go back again cos' i need to collect my lost transcript!!! $&#^$!! had a light lunch cum dinner at the grassroot club. after that, went ot meet Baobei for dinner at Changi Airport Sakae Sushi. no appetite. stomach 3/4 full. no craves for sushi too. regret!!! regret for the no appetite cos' my aim was to spend his money since he gotten his pay on that day!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm, shall do it this weekend! i want this, i want that, this, that, these!!! most importantly, i want euu!!

tell u guys something shocking!!! my hamster whom is only 2 months old, have sexual intercourse with his sister ar!!! later pregnant how?! my home will be filled with hamsters ar!!!

what do you do during annual leave?

2008-12-08T10:01:00.003+08:00

slacking during my 2 weeks of annual leave is so heavenly! got so much time to pack my wardrobe, shower my hamsters, take pics of them, fetching Baobei from Tanah Merah station, da-bao foods for him, meet up for dinner, sweep the floor, wash the toilet.. and also, spend time with my papa:)

i also visited the Singapore sleeping buddha.. although there's no offerings around him, but it still look as if he is in his lalaland;Pmy handsome hamster wondering what he is doing.. (eh, is he kind of crazy ar?)tigress trying to eat the handsome.. (eh, she's crazy too.. nvm, i'll just pose for her ^.^)and yesterday, we went to Chevron to view the 'Cat competition'.. i love this cat! it looks like leapard! but it's sleeping it's way through.. pity! =(

tigress cat yea? it's the largest domestic cat.. beautiful!!!! (don't look into my eyes, cuz it kills!)

and this!! a kawaii kitten with it's bodyguard.. *.*

and lastly, handsome guy and the beauty.. wahaha! (i feel like puking after i wrote this!!! but who cares?)

after we came back from the 'Cat Competition' thingy and reach Baobei's home, i'm so bad that i go and scare his mama who's washing the clothes!! hahaha! his mama jumped up lah! -sorry, but it's fun to c you jumping!- :-

i'm contented with euu..

2008-11-25T09:59:00.004+08:00

show u guys pictures of my handsome guy.. handsome in my eyes..

his irritating look, don't u feel like smacking him hard? haha! he's trying to act a 'fierce' look actually.. but it looks more clown-ly.. i wanna take picture of myself, but he just love popping his head in.. *snap*

okay, picture with euu.. we look so shag..

i bit his hand.. and ta-da! there's this smiley face.. keke.. :)

acting cute.. *success* no eyes guy.. haha!

this is the little one i just got it home 2 days back.. keke.. it's a mix color gotten from his dad(mostly brown+white) n mum(mostly white+minimal light brown).. handsome chap.. his eyes are so charming.. only 4weeks old.. and he eat alot!!!!

wad's the meaning of life?

2008-11-19T16:18:00.002+08:00

life is to earn lots of money and to pay for your medical bills in the future! i think i'm don with luck these few days.. reason being, when passed over to my shift, i started one minor resuscitation cos the Dr find that the pt is crushing like soon.. okay, sent to ICU shortly after.. then then, on my night which was ytd, found pt cold, no BP and the best thing was, not breathing!! another resuscitaion started.. okay, 2 patients.. the one sent to ICU was seen in my ward the day after WALKING! and the 2nd one was actually for home today just that her blood clotting factor was high and need to be monitored one more day.. coroner's case..

i think sister is a bloody asshole that she wanted to make a fool out of me.. lucky i was told not to do so if not i'll be the greatest fool ever! anyway, the night shift nurses spent like an hour in the role call room talking nuts on how to start building our christmas tree.. dumb that i don't even bother talking.. seriously dumb!

i miss Baobei so so much again.. teared while on my way to work.. tried holding it back but whenever i read the msg that he sent to me, i tear.. like today when i got home and wanted to sleep, i re-read the msg he sent ytd.. tears flowing arrrrr!!!!! he's so silly, take over his friend for duty cos his friend is willing to pay him $50.. he wanna earn a little more so that i can spend more.. silly silly him.. will still love him lotss!!!

perfectionist?

2008-11-13T09:59:00.002+08:00

i don't seem to understand why some people in nursing just enjoy their work so much.. while me, whining every now and then.. but but, something which i find it's the best reason for me to quit nursing is, i find that the care that i give to my patients are just so dangerous.. always not doing the right things and making errors like now and then.. damn it!! their life leh!!!!

i'm so glad that Baobei is feeling so so much better than on last thursday.. i had my weekends off last week and i did not go shopping with Baobei, reason being, he was in AnE + hospital + clinics on n off.. at least ya, need not think of where to eat, shop, no money n etc.. tramadol does the trick to his pain.. wahaha! i love euu my Baobei Mr Chua!!!

why would this be happening?!

2008-11-10T11:03:00.002+08:00

heartache.. he's in pain, most of the day.. yet no doctors he has seen knows the answer to his pain.. how i wish i could help ease the pain in him.. get well soon, Baobei! ^.^

sick n tired

2008-11-06T21:09:00.003+08:00

i'm so sick and tired of walking into the hospital heading towards the door of our ward and start work.. work keeps me busy.. ya ya.. after work, felt so lonely.. so empty in me.. walked out of ward and started tearing to myself wondering is this the life i want to lead 1-2yrs? or even longer.. thoughts just ran through me.. think of my future, -unsure- i feel like i'm always not finishing with my work.. yet i'm not making efforts to strive cos what i aim is to end work on time and run out from this freaky place.. awaiting for year end bonus, after that, i'll wave bye-bye to people in my ward.. i'll be in great smiles with happy tears.. and i swear, i won't regret a single bit of it! gambatte to the next few months more bah.. jia you!!

nurses are just angels in disguise

2008-10-30T21:29:00.002+08:00

nurses, their job, image, etc seems tio be caring, loving.. but to me, nurses are just angels in total disguise.. me god! no elaborations needed.. cos it makes my blood boils..

today i'm so free that i cut my hamsters hair to near botak! pics.. too lazy to load.. haha!

medical leave

2008-10-17T12:17:00.003+08:00

taken MC for today.. yet people words makes me feel so guilty taking it.. what's wrong with taking MC if you're really having cramps that you almost cried out?! went to see Dr Low and he can sarcast me "so every month you'll take MC for cramps?" haiz.. usually i'll bear with it, but not this time round.. plus ytd noon shift worked till 2315hrs, cabbed home cos no bus.. and by right, i'm on morning shift today.. i like morning shift, but i'm having cramps!!!! dun want to bear on with the pain and work like a cow, with no OT pay even if u work till very very late.. one word : meaningless.

tomorrow noon shift.. celebrating niece's 1st bday after work.. can meet Baobei too! hoping for tmr to come by fast..

i've learnt it well..

2008-10-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

many things had happened for the past 1 week or so.. made a serious medication error, adding on that the pt had had a renal impairment which means the 'toxic' couldn't be get rid from her body fast like us.. ='( felt so so guilty that i don't dare to face her mother, her only family member related closest to her.. can't say much other than sorry though i know it's of not much use (can't turn back time u know).. the ending is, the patient died in the end.. not related to the medication error though, but it builds up or speed up the course of death i guess.. learnt my lesson, it's harsh enough for me to bear, learnt, reprimand myself, yet it can't turn back time.. it just happened so unknowingly.. WOW! i typically cried with the mama.. i felt so helpless when i know she started gasping for air.. DDIL/MCM status, yet cant do anything much.. Sister was there guiding me, but i just feel that everything is so helpless.. she took care of her only child for 43years, for the past 25 years alone cause her husband 'ran away'.. great mom.. and when Dr Goh told her to spend her last moment with her daughter and praise that she's a wonderful mom, taking care of her daughter very well, tears welled up in my eyes.. so emotional.. she's with her throughout her dying stage.. R.I.P. now i don't even have the guts to go and attend her funeral.. lousy me..

hopefully this incident really does knock me up.. it does! harsh punishment.. harsh enough for me to learn.. really.....

weak heart

2008-09-12T09:12:00.002+08:00

felt emotional since ytd.. not sure what's the reason(s).. just felt that my heart is weak.. kept tearing for no apparent reason(s).. Baobei fell ill since the day he had his 'Passing Out Parade'.. came down with fever, cough, flu, blocked nose and lethargy.. ohhh.. must get well soon k! ^.^

blissfully in love

2008-08-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

i'm so bored that i started to use the net and log in to my facebook account and started adding friends.. started to look through other people's photos and realize, i've actually known quite a few number of doctors juz that i'm so insignificant.. okay, only significant to those doctors who got bullied by me.. oh man! and there's these 2 student doctors coming up to me and exclaim that, "xiao de, you can't bully me cos i'll not be around next week, friday is my last day".. wahaha! ya, i can't bully you, but i can start bullying other doctors!! -.-"

i'm so unsure of myself.. i can laugh and joke around in such a stressful environment, yet during moments when i'm alone, thoughts running through my mind, my future seems so vague, blurry, dim light.. got shouted by a patient right on the face.. yes! on my face!! and i can feel that my ear durms are so stressed and vibrating like mad! yet, i can stand still, waiting for his shouts to end.. i think i'm trying to act cool.. haa! but yea, don't expect me to shout back coz i'm not those kind of peoplewho'll yell back at someone weaker than me..

bye!

misses are ending real soon! but starting soon too..

2008-08-20T09:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday went for some ~~useful~~ useless talk about Trendcare.. obviously i'm so ignorance about it.. and what makes me happy and enjoyable was, me and Veronica was chatting non-stop from the start (at 9am) till it ends (at 11.10am) with sweets that Nurizah bought in my mouth all day long.. knowing that we have ample time, headed down to NUS 'mega bites' and have some ~~expensive~~ cheap, yet ~~lousy~~ delicious and fulfilling foods! wonder when was the last time we get to sit down, chat, eat slowly yet happily...... working life just isn't great big time!

think back, why didn't i just put down my pride, my work, my unhappiness and leave?? thinking that if i pass my probation, things would ~~definitely~~ indefinitely get better? actually i'm just giving a test to myself on whether i'm capable in this job not.. why must i be so stubborn/stupid and stayed on? when most people around me including my boyfriend's parents are ~~booing~~ cheering me on to quit.. and even will help me tell some high posts people that this girl wants to quit, please tell her ward sister!

actually, i like working in ward if i want to continue in this line.. it really pushes you to ~~to fall~~ learn and stand on your own.. and get bullied most of the time! just that the ward colleagues urks me! except for that ~~many~~ few people.. isn't it pathetic that in a ward, that ~~workes like a team~~, yet no one or few ones that you can trust/confide in?! nah, don't confide in anyone.. my NS man + family are the only ones i can rely on, and at times confide in.. but he's not always around for me to vent my unhappiness..

waiting eagerly for tomorrow to come.. NS man is back from his ~~relaxing~~ tiring field camp and i'm on 2nd night tomorrow.. yippee!! i want him to hug me and me to hug him tight! love his ~~fatty~~ muscular body build now.. ^.^

post night

2008-08-12T16:55:00.004+08:00

working night alone ruling 16 patients.. admitting 3 patients on my 1st night and i simply love it cos they came early and i can finish doing my changes on time.. *muackz* 2nd night admitted 2 patients.. kept eating and drinking during night shift just to keep myself awake.. love doing night alone =)

Baobei won't be coming out from Tekong this weekend, field camp..ohhhh! *agony* looking forward for the coming week cos i'm having straight 3 days off! and Baobei is out for 4days! wahaha! ^.^ *muackz*

i miss cheerleading! read one of my cheermates blog, and he loaded a video of how he did a single base on me.. the impression is WOW! but the feeling is no longer there.. 0.0 miss cheermates even more.. maybe they've forgotten me le.. heh..

boring life

2008-07-30T15:19:00.001+08:00

missing is such a torture

2008-07-28T17:12:00.002+08:00

euu've unknowingly tortured and torturing me do euu know that? missing euu so dearly is such a torture to me.. yup!

Mr Chua looks such a cutie even when he's botak.. love him to bits, crush him to pieces! ^.^ he looks so much like a mousie to me with his rounded face, n elf ears..

i love my Baobei! my Baobei love me! i love him! he love me! okay, i'm mad.. gg out soon to do my nightshift.. yo!

torturous emotions

2008-07-19T08:43:00.005+08:00

11th day since his enlistment on the 9th july.. everyday passes so slowly.. and i can swear, days without him, i'm rotting, crying, stoning, thinking of him of course! anyway, it'll be 5 days more and he'll be out hugging me!! and best thing is, they'll be going to the science centre/park/whatever on the Friday when they're going to book out.. wahaha! so near his place.. can go back shower then maybe i'll go over and meet him or the other way round.. cos most likely, my family will be celebrating my mama's birthday on that Friday.. whee!

wonder how he'll look like hairless on the head? i can't imagine the hairless him too.. haa! plus his elf's ears and thick eyebrow.. muahaha! think will look like Mr Potato.. ~oops!~ he'll still be the most adorable guy in my heart!

Nurses' Day is coming soon! and i'm praying hard it'll never come.. reason being, on the 28th July, NUH will be celebrating Nurses' Day.. and all staffs in NUH will be changing their uniforms into ~~nice, new~~ ugly ones..

the old one looks like this:

and the new one is like this:
see the BIG difference?! thought the old one looks so much like pyjamas, and looks like all Staff nurses work in paeds ward, etc.. it still simply looks nicer then the new uniform some 'kuku' people came out with!! and in short, the new uniform looks like we're doing some portering services.. *oops!*

2008-07-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

i'm rotting my life away.. home, work, sleep and this stagnant routine continues for days.. days when Baobei wasn't around with me.. 4th day of his enlistment in Pulau Tekong, i've been like a live corpse for that long.. counting down the number of days, but it seems like forever.. stab me in my heart please.. i've been surviving on biscuits and milo, bread with milo for my lunch or breakfast.. as for dinner, no dine out.. back home eating foods that my papa cooks or eating bread with biscuits together with milo..

walked past Kopitiam, no one to accompany me to eat.. so, starved myself some days.. my pocket will be packed with biscuits i took from Nathan (our food server) and i'll be eating while writing my reports.. this is to save time as well as to fill my tummy.. great idea yea? but is unprofessional.. and when i end my morning shift late, i'll get 1-2 slices of bread from him again and eat.. =) how i wish i can get the milo.. too bad, i don't dare to use those cups that patient used before..

everyday, i'll be waiting for his call.. haa! and when the personalised ringtone alarms, i'll jump and grab my house phone and call him back.. yo! i wanna touch his botak head! wanna take pics with him.. wanna print pics out.. hmmm.. printer's inks are running low.. $#%^#!!!

i miss him!!! 12 more days to go and i'll be seeing and hugging him!! can't wait.. can't wait.. i'm being called as 'lonely gal' at home by my er jie.. thanks, i agree.. no life lonely gal too..-.-"

sick

2008-07-05T17:21:00.002+08:00

i'm ill..
down with bocked nose + flu + cough + hearing problem.. in short, URTI(upper respiratory tract infection)/ENT(ear, nose, throat) infection for the past 3 days.. wanted to go to see the Doctor yesterday after work.. all thanks to the CEO meeting that i gotta attend for NO APPARENT reasons! in the end, ended work at 5pm!!!! and i vulgarities just shot out from my mouth the whole day during work.. i'm feeling so idiotically sick.. how i wish i could just faint in front of the nursing counter.. send me to A&E and give me some drips and jabs and many days of MC..

got some cough + flu syrup.. the taste is simply horrible.. but, gonna drink it till i'm well cos that's what i had promised Baobei.. plus, to drink plenty of water.. i'm on night shift today.. wonder how i'm able to survive the night with my runny nose + irritating blocked nostrils..

did something horrible today.. feeling isn't too good, but i recovered real fast.. it's a surprised to me, afterwhich, felt a bit of light-headedness and pain.. took tablet and i'm feeling much better.. thanks my Baobei for accompanying me.. he's soooooo sweet!!! he's gg NS REAL soon!! this Wednesday.. Monday and Tuesday will be accompanying him around.. whee!! he's gg 'botak' soon!!! okay, i'll miss him ultimately lots!!! *misses* i love him!! <3

be STRONG! my girl

2008-06-29T08:03:00.005+08:00

woke up this morning.. thoughts flashing through my mind.. thoughts of Baobei enlisting in 9 days time.. couldn't help it, but tears start flowing down my cheeks.. out of the 9 days, how many more hours can i accompany him?! i'll not be there on the day he enlist.. but me not very E.M.O. about it as the day before, i can be with him from day till night!! no other light bulbs to come between us!!

last week, me, Baobei and his little sister went Sentosa and have lots of fun! underwater world, dolphin lagoon and luge ride.. ^.^

while waiting for the train towards harbour front..outside of the underwater world.. i don't dare to take the pic with snake!taking picture with the pink dolphin.. the texture of the dolphin isn't great at all!luge ride! it's so fun! didn't regret riding it.. haa! but you'll need great time to wait..fly into the sky.. heading up up to imbiah station..that's all folks for my day in Sentosa!

yesterday, went to Qian Hu fish farm with Baobei, and my Primary school friend (Bee Sian).. it's so fun to let the fish 'suck' on your feet.. the feeling is so ticklish!!

small fishes.. "suck", "suck", "suck"..

bigger fishes.. "suck", "Suck", suck"this is my Precious Baobei!!and this is BeeSian.. yo! remember our next dinner k.. XO slice fish beehoon!!bye.. need to cook some not extremely great food for myself..

new member in my Baobei's home

2008-06-19T09:21:00.003+08:00

welcome these 2 new members to my Baobei's home! hee.. actually it belongs to me lah.. Baobei bought it for me de.. ^.^ and it costs a total of $60 after discount.. it's not just any normal hamsters k.. the breed it's called "racoon" and it come from US.. it can live for as long as 11 yrs and above! the size is larger than normal size hamsters.. and it's only 6 weeks old! still no name for them though.. hmmm.. why is it at my Baobei's place leh? cos, my mum and dad will scream and screech at me if they ever see these 2 cuties.. plus, i don't have a cage in hand.. wahaha! can you see that they are so adorably puffy? they aren't fat actually.. thanks Baobei fo buying me these hamsters!!!!!!!!! hee.. he say cos he can't keep me accompany when he enter NS, so at least i have hamsters to accompany me.. *sweetz yet silly* but i like it! ^.^

oh my god, i've got a total of 4 hamsters le.. whee! think it's accumulating.. and he has got 3 Robovski.. a breed that is the smallest among hamsters and it can run real fast plus its whiskers are so different from other hamsters.. catch it before it goes missing!!

wonder when i'm able to bring back these 2 kiddos home.. since Baobei's going to be enlisted in 20 days time.. oh my god!!

enlistment

2008-06-16T08:09:00.002+08:00

Baobei is going to be enlisted in the next 23 days! time flies.. that time when he got his enlistment letter, there was a 2 months plus notice.. now is only counting down by DAYS! oh my mama papa god.. no more 'as-and-when' outings or slacking le.. no more 'as-and-when' i want to call him le.. night calls may be very limited.. oh damn! why must guys go for NS leh??!! haa! but still, i want to see his botak head.. so excited can?! hmmm, very much of a probability is, i won't be having my off day on 9th July.. can't send him off.. ~boohoo!~ *_*

everyone is gg individual le.. but me still in a buddy system.. oh damn! but the thing is, i'm not at all surprised.. and i'm not even thinking so much if i'm still in the buddy system.. cos the facts were, i tried to leave this ward, so i didn't put in much efforts for that period of time.. and Sister did not buddy me for quite some time, so she won't know if i can go without buddy or not.. and the facts are, i'm not bonded, so not very 'willing' to work.. haa! that's all about my work folks! but, but, i wanna add on something.. i very much wish to be individualized.. so that no one will haunt me.. and i won't care much about stresses, cos without a buddy, i'm not so stressful.. and i'm those people who'll ask qns if i really don't understand.. ^.^

yesterday was Father's day! my family 'celebrated' by buying back "Boon Tong Kee" chicken rice on Saturday.. and Saturday was also our 8th month-versary.. ^.^ yesterday dined out with Baobei and his family.. so much laughters.. haa! his dad kept saying that if we want to go Sentosa, just need to say out his name and we'll get discount.. -.-" and we kept trying to think of ways to run off without paying the bills.. keke =p

my Sister (Er Jie)is flying off to US in September.. gg there to learn some courses.. no one to joke with me le.. Baobei also won't be around with me all the time le.. September i'll end my probation le.. haa! if i'm happy in my job, i'll probably stay on.. of not i'll leave with 1 year's time.. yeah! that's my plan.. don't ruin it..

wad has exactly happened to us?

2008-06-11T09:32:00.002+08:00

these few weeks haven't been a smooth sailing ride for me.. in terms of my work condition and my love life.. i stayed on in work, hoping to see a brighter glimpse of light ahead of me and striving hard to achieve being a better nurse and a nurse whom can work individually.. i do not grumble as much as before to Baobei..

love life still isn't that bad.. but due to my stubborness, my childishness, my pettiness, okay, overall, my charactor, the love sparks decreasing.. damn it!

Babei wanted to give me a surprise yesterday.. somehow he managed to surprised me, but somehow don't.. wahaha! cos i guessed it right for the place he's bringing me to after few attempts.. haa! we headed down to underwater world and dolphin lagoon.. 1st time to both places, i like the underwater world more cos i can see the sharks and stingrays.. yeah! and get to "feed" the stingrays.. don't mention about it, i shouted so many times cos the stingrays are just so grossed! no pics for now, as i'm simply too lazy to load it..

2008-06-04T09:40:00.002+08:00

'hand in' my resignation letter ytd.. sister didn't ven take a single look at it and passed it back to me.. kept asking me why i wanna quit and blah blah blah...... really disappointed.. quitting is way not easy for me.. i'm just not firm enough.. screwed!!!! ultimately can't take back my words.. told them i'm not very happy staying in nursing this line, sister bombed me back by asking "why in the 1st place i want to pass my PRCP and not quit during school yrs, aren't you wasting your mum's money?" told her i wanna work in a pet shop, which is something that i felt that i have passion in.. but she don't accept this reason.. tmr still need to face them.. argh!! will definitely need to go sister's office and drink tea le..

why they just can't let me leave peacefully leh.. i'll still leave even if i pass my probation..

trust?

2008-06-01T09:36:00.002+08:00

where's the trust that we both had for each other? maybe i'm just too simple-minded that i did not think in your shoes.. maybe i just care way too much about that friend cum colleague too much that i did not care about euu.. i gave euu insecureness.. i'm sorry.. in the end, we still did not manage to take the DHL balloon due to the disgusting weather.. in the end, euu did not go out with your friends for the mini celebration as euu were out with me and my sisters.. in the end, we still managed to make things worked out calmly through SMSes, no quarrels, no bickerings.. thanks!

thanks too for helping me type my resignation letter.. the only thing that matters now is when should i hand in.. what job i want to work as after i resign.. and, i did not even pass my probation, will other hospitals want to employ me? haiz.. yet, im so excited to leave ASAP! ^.^

~deciding~

2008-05-21T08:45:00.002+08:00

took my 3rd attempt on the IVM test, i might juz fail without knowing if the person beside me didn't teach me (okay, it's a test, but i still manage to ask ppl how to do..) and the examiner didn't give me chances.. haa! i want to pass for a reason.. a reason that i want to save myself from being despised on..

i want to have ice-cream! i mean cold rock ice-cream! i miss the honeycomb flavor sooooo much that i craved for it for so many days! okay, i can get to eat it soooo easily but i always decided not to have it.. due to reasons like: i'm very full after my dinner, i'm tired, or maybe Baobei will be having something on that i don't wamt to rush to eat my ice-cream.. haa! okay, shall have it during my off day.. yeah!

checked my schedule le, don't think i'll be able to attend Baobei's graduation and his NS invitation thingy.. how sad could that be?!

i love my Baobei soooooooooooo damn lots that i just love to slack with him.. haa! anyway, think he'll be helping out for my aunt at her shop.. very close! Holland Village SC.. me can go look for him after work.. yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^

happiest thing on earth-met euu

2008-05-17T10:08:00.002+08:00

i'm contented that part of my life is perfect.. but the other part isn't.. how sad could that be yea? okay, the part that i'm contented with is with my Mr Chua and some time of the day which i'm lazing around with him, somewhere, slacking and walking aimlessly on the streets.. if u know me well, it's easy to guess which is the imperfect life i've got myself into..

failed my IVM test again! it's really not something i predicted.. #%%&^$!!!! i got my calculations right, but think is the working.. can the marker please tell me what's wrong?! i fail, means i can't pass my probation le.. okay, i'm quite alright with it too.. since i've got no thoughts on staying long.. but i want to quit on my own attempt, not like being 'kick-out' u know? haiz.. retest on the 20th and shall c how bahz..

now i know what Baobei doesn't like me of.. he doesn't like me to get bullied by others just because i find it fun for e.g. obstructing their way.. and doesn't like me to shout during mahjong session.. kk, will never do it again le.. anyway, my aunt told him something when she was about to fall asleep.. "u'll pay me back the $8 ulost when u earn money".. haa! Baobei--> o.0" so much money ar?! haa!

bye.. going to eat my breakfast le.. jia you for him bahz.. he's playing soccer with my cousins at the moment.. =P

2008-05-09T10:08:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a very fine day for me.. slept during the talk while the friend sitting beside me was presenting.. and i could open my eyes and ask her if she's presenting or discussing how we're going to present with the speaker.. -.- yes! and as what i would have expected, the talk ended early, cos everyone chose not to go for break.. ^.^

meet my Baobei @ 7-11 store.. haa! he's the yeo's king k.. cos he always buy Yeo's to drink.. haa! the we headed down to queensway shopping centre to shop for his street soccer shoes.. haa! inally, he bought it.. i chose the color k.. it's gold and white in color.. *nice nice* of cos lah, i choose de mah! den we ate our dinner @ Xin Wang's Cafe.. the food centre we wanted to eat in is closed for spring cleaning.. $#^%^#!! bought a lil house for my hamster.. bought for Baobei some Billabong items, which include of cap, and 2 tops! i chose too! haa! head to Ikea, bought boxes, clock, and plates.. hehe.. wonderful day spent with my Baobei.. cabbed home.. haa! even more wonderful.. dun have to walk to the bus stop, getting squeezed on bus.. i juz love the time spent with him!!!!! haa.. girls dun be jealous k.. i'm juz ultimately lucky to have him.. =)))

bye! shall napa lil while b4 i prepare to head for my noon shift..

having him by my side is the best gift i ever had..

2008-05-06T11:04:00.002+08:00

had 'sushi teh' on Sunday.. my irritating friend wanted 'sushi teh' cos she wanna treat Hengda for his birthday.. haa! silly friend with my silly boy.. it's delicious i tell u! especially the BIG prawn.. hee.. =) chilled out @ coffee bean sitting on the huge sofa and chit-chat, cam-whore, slacked.. love time-out! ^.^

ytd, went Shaw Lido to catch the movie "superhero movie".. lame with no story-line.. love the company and that's enough.. i'm glad to have him.. had my favourites @ Fareast plaza.. bought a pair of slippers again!! head to cineleisure and had jap pasta.. *yummy* enjoyed, enjoy, enjoying the days with him..

ps: he's gg to have a wife real soon! cos they say when go NS, gotta treat the rifle as his wife.. must hug to sleep and not to get it snatched by people.. go gosh! i'll be forgotten real soon..
pps: after reading this blog entry of mine, he'll say, "rubbish! i'll not forget euu no matter what!" we shall see then.. ^.^

sweetness created by him

2008-05-02T09:05:00.002+08:00

Wednesday just ain't our day.. or rather, i'm the person who spoilt our day.. was waiting for bus at the bus stop when he called.. happily we were chatting and planning to go out after i end my work that day.. talking about the movie we would like to watch, etc.. BUT, i supposed to end work at 8pm.. but due to my lousiness in knowing my case therefore, couldn't pass a good report, i voluntarily stayed back to study on the cases while he was waiting for me in the day room.. work ended at 9 plus near 10pm instead.. gave him a call and he sounded not very happy.. ran down to meet him.. he took out something from his wallet.. 2 movie tickets........ super hero @ 9.15pm.. wah! i was shocked.. and i teared again.. me spoilt the day for my own lousiness.. he bought the tickets as he thought i would end my work early.. he Q-ed up just to buy the tickets and the Q wasn't short either.. the tickets aren't cheap either.. the time waited for me isn't short either.. that day, only that day, then i start to realise that he really has the patience to wait for me cos from what i heard from my collegues, guys don't wait for girls.. even if they wait, they won't wait for long.. ended up, went to my place here de market and eat.. so sweet of him.. love him to bits!!

ytd went to his place.. brought my hamster along too.. played with his sis aqua beads, roller blade, skate scooter, com games.. haa! so in my childhood days.. laughed till so happy.. at that moment, it's w/o worries.. love the soup his mama cooked, drank 3 1/2 bowls.. haa! but i love the potato soup even more.. lalala.. =)

oh ya! he received his NS enlistment letter le.. will be entering NS on the 9th july.. haa! gonna be botak on that day lo!! can't wait to see him hairless.. time flies, 2 months left b4 he goes in.. hopefully i'm able to get my day off that day.. haa! so that i can attend his ceremony mahz.. chop chop chop off his hair.. =P

work life.. missing him..

2008-04-30T09:18:00.002+08:00

find myself very useless.. useless as in, everything also don't know.. many things still need to ask.. many things still need people to guide.. many things still need people to say then i do.. really really not feeling too good about it.. hate it when i find that i really got lots of things don't know.. and hate it that till now, i haven't do any admissions or discharge.. hate it! hate myself even more.. and i even hate myself for taking so little cases.. other people are already taking 6 or more.. me still stuck at 4.. hatred of myself..

tmr will be my off day.. will be going to Mr Chua's place for dinner as his mummy will be cooking potato soup! i love the potato soup that she cooks lah.. so delicious.. will be going to have KFC after my work later.. maybe a movie too.. today will have night rider.. so yea, no fear.. hee..

Mr Chua missed his NAPFA test today.. cos he put his handphone on silent mode that he didn't know that i had morning call him.. keke.. blurry him.. need to set another date for himself for the NAPFA test le..

i love hengda lots! no one can take him away from me! wahahahahaha!! he's mine!! ^.^

2008-04-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

多2天就是我的银行有钱的时候了。。非常期待，因为会是我当护士的的一份新水。。可以请我的宝贝吃了! okay.. it's kind of irritating typing my post in Chinese characters as i need to type a few alphabets juz to get one miserable one chinese character out!

will be celebrating my ah boy's birthday this Saturday (i know it's like almost 2 weeks, but what you expect from me?! i'm busy okay.. not busy slacking for your info.)and our 6-month-versary.. say yo! cracking my brains on where to dine in.. no kopitiams, no food courts, no pasar-malam and no fast foods! shall dine with the tigers bahz.. they'll most probably dine on us before we even start our main dish.. wahaha!

i passed my IVC and IVM practical tests! *hurray!* anyone would be kind enough to be my guinea pig? just sacrifice roughly 10mls of blood would be enough le.. ^.^ maybe ah boy shall be my first guinea pig..

find that i'm not close to my friends le.. cheermates in particular.. *sobz* read from their blogs, they'd blog about them going out, having fun and stuffs.. me............. somewhere in Singapore maybe with ah boy, maybe working, maybe........ i'm not sure.. i don't know.. what's their progress in cheer, i'm not sure..

ah boy just ended work.. haa! but he started work only @11 plus.. earning money so that we can spend together.. haha! weekly, we'll go to my aunt's place to..... have dinner and play mahjong.. when talking about mj, my aunt will think of him.. so..... bottomless=can play mahjong.. won't be meeting ah boy these few days.. cos me on AM shift and he'll be working.. wahaha! 忆君加油吧!! 恒达加油吧!!!

life's bad.. real bad..

2008-04-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

test on IVC n IVM.. oh gosh! am gg to take the retest le! why why why? cos i felt uber super ultra ultimate tired the whole day.. i slept at 10plus last night k.. body system now only accept the fact that i sleep little hours.. *boohoo* pig is sitting beside me.. dunno what he doing oso.. haha!

just dyed our hair.. hmmm, colour looks kinda alright but suddenly, i like my previous hair colour more! haha!

this whole week will be on morning shift.. yeah! i love it.. and saturday will be my off day! night safari, i'm coming for u!!!!! that pig is so $&^%#@!! he went to eat 'marche' ytd with his frenz!! his 1st marche should be with me and not others!!!!!!! next time don't wantgo with him le.. wahaha! unless he treats me.. wahahahahaha!!!!

nonetheless, i hate him.. yo!

i want to fly high..

2008-04-18T10:08:00.002+08:00

forgot to mention in my multiply post about how we spent our 6th-month-versary together.. in fact, we didn't even celebrate lah! and dear me, could even forgot about it till he wishes me a happy 6th-month-versary.. oh gosh! such a lousy girlfriend he has.. coincidently, our versary happens to fall on my sister's birthday..

i love Mr Chua HengDa lots lots! haa! yesterday played with him.. shaked hands together then say some 'congrates' sentences.. and i kept saying to him.. "congrats, euu're single and available", "congrats, euu have a girlfriend but she's not me", etc.. and he always will beat me cause i say all these "bu ji li" stuffs.. haa! i love Hengda! i love Hengda! i love Hengda! i love Hengda! love him lots! love him! love him! love him!! no one can replace him!! so girls out there, don't snatch him away from me k.. or don't ever try flirting or stuffs with him k, in case he fly to u and throw me in the garbage bin..

training's over!

2008-04-11T12:46:00.002+08:00

talks held in the auditorium can be fun and boring.. for the past 4 days, i'm typically sitting in the auditorium in NUH KR wing from 9-5 plus noon.. and for the 1st 2 days, i really got no idea what the speakers were trying to bring about.. about things like NUH Way.. to me, NUH Way is a programme that lengthens our torture in during the talk.. and for the last 2 days of the talk, it was kind of more interesting and i was mostly awake yet don't know what going on.. haa! but i knew something, the sunny-side-up service.. haa! and yupz, i've got the sunny-side-up badge!

talk can be fun if you have crappy friends sitting beside you.. so who're the ones sitting beside me? beloved xueting is sitting on my right hand side and wileen is on my left.. haa! and we kept playing games in our phones till the batt almost went flat.. kept crapping with wileen.. didn't know we could crapped that much cos we were 'serious' during our PRCP period.. xt and i, C.M.I., kept crapping about the 'oh pi sai' woman (to me, she's old).. there was one time when the speaker passed the microphone to those who have gf or bf, and the mic was passed to her.. me and xt were like, "oh, she has got a bf?" and we started crapping on how they met.. stuffs like, "they met in the park, digging their noses individually and using those sticky mucus to shoot at people walking by.. and ta-da!, shot onto each other and 'yi jian zong qing', this was how they met and got together" craps!! another time, when the paper that we used masking tape to stick it on the wall fell off, xt was like "go ask oh-pi-sai and use her pi-sai to stick leh!!" wahaha!! i laugh till i 'pengz'.. another one, when oh-pi-sai sat beside xt, i told xt to check her paper to c if it was sticky not.. and xt got qn marks on her head and started laughing out loud after thinking what i meant.. wahaha!! so fun lah... wileen got kind of shocked when she heard xt saying those crappy stuffs cos to her, xt doesn't look like those sort of girls who will crap lots about that oh-pi-sai woman.. haa!

wileen will be going to ward 52.. haiz.. thanks to her itchy hands.. haa! and i so hope that i could be transferred out of ward 64 this moment! hidden daggers everywhere.. there will not be any "look out" signs so please look out on your own..

i still can't figure out how to celebrate Dear's birthday and what to get for him.. anyway, i'm broke.. just spent $100 this morning on the replacement of my IC.. kind soul, please return me my IC by 28th april so that i can get a refund.. thanks!

happenings!

2008-04-08T19:43:00.004+08:00

why can't i keep my anger within myself?! why must i always display my displeasure towards him?! why couldn't i be more understanding?! why couldn't i think in his shoes?! why why why?? nothing happened between us lah.. no quarrels, no fights, no shouts.. bought a pair of watches which we had eyed upon it since like 1 month back.. happy that we bought it but wasn't in a happy mood when we bought.. loving that watch right now.. =)

training weren't fun or exciting at all.. it's so boring till i slept in the auditorium and wake up only when there're breaks.. tea breaks are being provided and the foods are mostly yummy.. tried out on the use of fire extinguisher.. it was kind of exciting but yet kind of 'wah! so easy one ar?!'.. we used the powder form kind of extinguisher.. pity those cars that parked nearby cos from black cars turn to greyish-white.. haa!

i'm feeling so bored that i kept drawing supid pictures.. hmmm, i'm 'good' in drawing yah?

saw this dead rat at the side of the road near my home.. it's being squashed till i don't know where's the head.. *sobz*

2 more days to end my training.. 5 more days to Dear's birthday.. 6 more days to sister's birthday and don't know how many more days to my papa's and uncle's birthday..

shiok

2008-04-06T10:05:00.002+08:00

i'm so glad i'm on noon shift today! tmr till thurs will be having my training leave from 9-6pm.. i'm excited! and on friday and saturday will be my rest day and off day! cool yea? but still, 13th April falls on sunday.. celebrate Dear's birthday maybe 1 or 2 days earlier lor.. plus my sister and papa's birthday.. hehe..

changes

2008-03-30T16:33:00.002+08:00

if one day i could change something in me, i would very much want to change my charactor.. change to a more independent girl.. yo! been too sticky to Dear, this spells bad.. all these while, he has been so free that he come and fetch my almost 9/10 dayz.. and the day that we didn't meet will most probably be because i'll be working night shift so i need to sleep in the day, or, the next day will be a morning shift after my noon shift.. it's always because of me that we don't meet, and always because of me that we'll meet.. yo!

today will be doing my 2nd night le.. i love 2nd night because after tomorrow, it'll be my sleeping day and followed by my rest day.. hopefully my rest day won't be ruined by some 'basic nursing course' or something.. may be going to 'bai bai' for my late grandmaon Tuesday morning.. i dislike night shift as a HCA/AN as it's so hectic in the night.. rushing for time just to get things done on time..

thinking of where to go after i wake up from my sleep tmr.. need to go HR as i did not receive my pay for this month! making me so drained out.. pocket i mean.. haa! that day i cried infront of Dear because of some ward stuffs.. dread the pain in my eyes after the cry.. went to the police station afterwhich to report lost of my IC.. ~chey~ don't need to report lah.. waste my energy and time talking to that low rank policeman..

next month got so many events lah! my papa, sis, uncle, midas(dog), and not to forget, Dear's birthdays! thinking of what to buy or make or go with Dear.. haa! something special.. anyone with great ideas please help me k.. but don't tell him k.. *chuckles* whee! =D

POL= Power Of Love!

perfect guy for an imperfect girl

2008-03-29T10:30:00.003+08:00

on Wednesday, as usual, Dear came over and fetched me off work. he was holding onto a small plastic bag and immediately i took it over to have a look at what's inside. to my surprise, what i saw inside was this:

before he came over to fetch me, he went to bugis to buy me the same wallet!! *touched* inside of it contains a new EZ-link card and a card holder that i had it previously (lost it too). *sweetz* it was so unbelievable can?! what's on my mind at that moment wasn't about him being sweet. it was about "wah! got people return my wallet ar?!" after that, realized he was the one who bought for me de. so feel like tearing at that moment lah..

i've gotten myself a perfect guy, matched with an imperfect me.. me should be glad.. real glad.. <3>

wad happen?!

2008-03-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

bad things are falling onto me these few days.. lost my wallet on monday.. hopefully that someone would be kind enough to return it to me.. pls return back my wallet with the stuffs that were initially in it! esp my IC, nursing license, and my "hu sheng fu" that Dear gave to me!!!!

someone i know seems to change.. change to a cold person.. dunno what happen n why.. i no longer trust her.. we once had fun and joking arnd.. but ytd (According to time lah), we can even walk past each other without saying anything.. and when i report to her abt things happening to the patient, she gave me one ridiculous answer that boils me up, leaving lots of question marks on my head.. walking to the clean utility room to curse n swear..

seeing that collegue of mine being so stress up really scares me.. i can handle stresses but do u really know those behind the scenes thingy? yup, weep quietly.. infront of people i can smile, but if u're someone i dislike or hate, dun blame me if u sneeze many times.. yes, i'm cursing u.. ^.^

at the end of the day, trust no one except for yourself..

freaks!

2008-03-24T09:54:00.002+08:00

total freaks in my ward that i'm currently in.. my black shoes (nursing shoes) are gone to the thrash bin!!!!! ward sister typically threw it away.. really sad cos now, i need to provide myself a new shoe.. okay.. it happens like this... "there's a notice (A4 paper with lots of wordings on it) in the toilet (the place where we KEPT out shoes in) and i didn't happen to see it.. and it state there, ~by saturday 3pm, to remove all shoes if not it will be thrown away~.. and when i came at night for night shift, i've gone crazy just because of that shoe!!!! asked the SN and she said ask the cleaner.. cleaner told me to go to the garbage there and search!!!!!!!!!!!!"gone, all gone! no shoes!! so feel like slapping myself, banging myself onto the wall, hide myself and cry out loud why i'm in this F***ing ward, dashing home or maybe to Dear to cry out loud, stuffs like that.. okay, in the end, to be "professional", i wore slippers for like 13-14 hrs of work!! i don't care if the sisters were to scold me or things like that, i'll juz tellthem wadeva i want!! ROAR!! hate it hate it!

working life

2008-03-19T09:05:00.002+08:00

1st day of work and i'm assigned to 16 patients without any exerienced assistance nurse with me.. so blur can?! jia you for the rest of the days that i'm working as a nurse bahz..

yesterday, Dear accompany me to college of medicine to get my nursing license done.. it cost $100 k.. for a lousy card.. oh gosh! thanks for accompanying me.. wanted to go kbox initially, but our pockets have got BIG BIG holes so went for movie instead.. watched "step up 2".. i don't fancy this movie.. hehe.. but Dear enjoy it can le.. the excess time, we head over to orchard OG.. bought 'nata de coco grape flavour' to eat.. $0.80.. and yea, sat outside and shared.. it's so delicious.. love that moment lots!!! meet yixun at aljunied station and he brought us to eat that 'geylang famous beef hor fun'.. sometimes, just a simple dish, a few friends can juz make my life so glad.. miss yixun lots!

caught cheerobics live on sunday @ kallang leisure park.. saw those cheer-mates.. really glad but yet i'm not very glad cos the meet up was kind of disappointing.. not what i thought it would be like.. maybe i expected too much from it..

really very extremely glad that Dear is always with me by my side supporting what i do and at times guiding me.. on sunday when he as about to leave my home, he suddenly dug out something from his wallet, a "hu sheng fu" and handed it to me, adding on that this "fu" is to protect me and wish me smooth sailing during work (okay, it sounds wrong lah, but my ang moh not very good).. wah! i tell u, i typically teared infront of him lah!! no words can describe how sweet i felt at that moment of time.. so darn idiotically glad that i've got this someone whom i love, care, get angry with, etc.. very sweet, caring, loving guy with me lah! dunno why he like me also lah.. aiyaya! so so so so so extreeeemmmmmeeee blessed! before i started working, those days were spent with him EVERYDAY.. yo! so the 'missing' wasn't really prominant.. now that i'm working, i'll miss him every now and then when he is not by my side, and yea, tear abit.. can't imagine if he were to go NS.. that time he went China, i teared like dunno what le lah.. NS 1st 3wks cant come out.. aiyaya!!!!!! o.0!

mahjong!

2008-03-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

called up the ward yesterday to ask for my schedule.. okay, i'll be working morning shift on the 17th.. the rest? wait till i check bahz.. i want my off day!! hmmm, wonder which sister was i talking to ytd, so rude!!!!!!!!!! haiz............... dun wanna know you more.. but but, i'm gotta see you soon! oh, stab me pleassssseeeee!

played mahjong at my aunt's place.. hmmm, dunno how to go about but yea, hengda was there guiding me.. got a hang of it.. but yea, blurry though.. *.* some words that came out from my sister make me lose my appetite thoroughly.. god damn! no dinner, no supper.. almost cried out man!!!!! F*** off!! ~pardon me~

arranged those mirrors and pasted them nicely on the wall.. seems not bad to me.. it's now clean and bright.. i'm a happy girl living in this world!! going to IKEA later on to see see look look.. whee!! and to kbox with hengda to meet his friends..

i passed my clinical placements!! 'B' for both modules! yeah! hengda oso passed all his! yo!!
tata.. gtg shower le..

kawaii!

2008-03-11T18:01:00.007+08:00

yesterday's weather was bad.. real bad that the rain come and go heavily.. but i like it cos' i'm at home waiting for guy to come and when he came, it's still raining so yah, i sleep while he use the computer.. yeah!! went to catch a movie at AMK hub which he dared me to watch the other time when we saw the advertisement.. "rule #1".. scare me like hell can?! i yelled in the cinema when the scary part is on, and guessed wad? the guy(not Mr Chua) who was sitting beside me started laughing.. *__*more than half the show i was hidding behind him(Mr Chua).. haa!

saw this cute little fluffy teletubbies + germ look-alike stuff toy.. as what he promised the other time, he bought it for me.. yeah! it has got a name k.. "7 仔" is his name.. ooh.. so adorable can?!

this is his side view.. small yeah?! lost it when we went back to school wanting to collect our shoes and stuffs while running away from some horrible 6-legged freaks! oops, insects i mean.. luckily someone found it and my expression look as if i'm serching for that thing she was holding.. so yea, she gave it back to me.. ~heng ar~ ^.^

another favourite of mine.. love rabbit.. it has a string attached on it's tail and when you pull it, the ears will flap.. =P

ice-cream from 'cold-rock'.. delicious cos it's mix 'n' match by us.. honey comb + cookies and dream flavoured ice-cream along with tim-tam and brownie.. they will mix the ingredients together and ta-da! this is the processed ice-cream.. ddelicious k.. but ex lah.. $8..

and this is us.. our hands lah! see his fat hands!! please tell him his hands are fat!!!

shall put those unhappy memories behind us and more on and create more happy memories.. hehe.. =)

angry me o.0

2008-03-09T21:16:00.002+08:00

okay, yesterday just wasn't my day.. woke up so early in the morning, wash up and rush down to meet Mr Chua.. and many things happen along the way + that not-much-sleep + stomach growling + lost ez-link card + not enough money.. kk.. bad attitude given to one another but he tried so hard to please me.. so yea, not a very nice day.. almost cried.. *^%&^!!#%#%!!

kk, sunshine after ran, bye

2008-03-04T09:55:00.002+08:00

everyone's calling me a slacker.. simply cos i slack and i can start working since ytd but decided to push back the date.. know i am one so stop saying.. know what it's like to part with your baobei? the day b4 i can 'start' work, i started to emo.. thinking that i've not yet enjoyed enough, i no time to keep dear accompany, is that the life that i wanna and etc.. and the moment that the HR person (jacqueline) said that she will help me push back the date, i was so elated.. changed back to my own clothes and carried the bulky and heavy plastic bag containing my shoes, uniform and a notebook (previously with staff pass) and head down to Dear's place.. so tired cos i cried the day b4.. but in my mind, i was soooooo happy can?! that kind of happiness is so magical... i kept grinning non-stop lah! Dear came down and fetch me.. ^.^ he was saying, "wah! grinning non-stop leh!" haa.. saw his sister and i started telling her how happy i was!! his dad asked and i told him too!! =)))

seriously, is this the kind of job that i'd like to emerse myself in for the next few months or even years? is this the kind of life that i'd like to have? 6 days per week plus shift work with 2 ward sisters staring at you while you work and pushing blames (including other nurses).. okay.. i'll definitely start work on the 17th.. i'm gonna miss Dear.. and my slacker life..

2008-03-03T12:59:00.002+08:00

heh.. me didn't start work today.. cos really dun feel like staring work le.. told the HR that i'd like to start work at alater date.. n ta-a.. here i am, blogging and slacking away.. hee... yupz!! i know it's a bit bad lah.. but then ytd night i emo-ed like dunno what can? suddenly dun feel like working... heh.. so, next i confirm will be starting work as a HCA on the 17th march.. lalala.. =) really lah... oopz.. okay, think i'm black-listed from my ward le.. heh.. haiz.. =( shall start my working engine on the 17th bahz..

hamster's mansion

2008-02-22T10:26:00.003+08:00

bought my hamster a new cage after i blog my previous post.. haa! and it costs me a total of $46.. okays, i love the new cage so does my hamster.. =P

this is the cage that my hamster previously lives in.. the one running on the wheel is feifei, the other one that is cleaning himself is the one that died.. got into a fight with feifei and died.. poor thing.. tat's why feifei is a widow.. =)
this is the new cage that i bought for feifei.. it has a mushroom like little house for it to climb up and live inside.. a mushroom-like water-bottle for it to drink water and a wheel for it to play with.. at the bottom right-hand corner, that's the cotton wool tat i gave to feifei.. she loves it so much that she doesn't want to come out and play with me and will hide inside like i can't c her.. okay, this is a random post.. visit: our blog bahz.. cos i'll be leaving posts there... =)

nothing.. juz random

2008-02-17T12:44:00.005+08:00

due to some family reasons, me sister don't allow me to go out today.. -.- and the clever me did some clever moves and thanks to that clever suggestion from someone(Mr Chua), i've 'invited' Mr Chua to come over to accompany me, with his lappy.. whee!

sister gambled at her friend's house ytd and won over $40.. happily she gave me 1/8th of it.. yes! i'm richer by that $5.. haa! wanna shop for hamster cage for my dear lil cutie.. i want her to live in a mansion instead of a 2-room flat.. on Valentine's Day, i spoke to my hamster.. yes, i talk to her! "heh.. u don't have your boy to accompany u.. lalala.. cos u killed your boy!" then me smiled.. she actually very lonely de.. stays alone in this small cage, only has a wheel for her to play wif.. so would anyone out there be kind enough to pay half for the price of the cage?? hee.. ^.^

received a msg from my preceptor that one of the patient whom i took charge b4 has passed away.. my mind went blank for that few sec after i read her msg.. it was expected that he may die but, but, i really thot that he wud stay alive till he receive a liver transplant! he's juz 30+ years old.. he was one patient whom i really know cos he was admitted a few times to my ward and he was a fun patient and we always make fun of one another.. R.I.P. Mr Teng..

watched the video that Desmond made for NR0519 peeps.. very touching indeed.. the fun, joyful, hardworking yet playful bunch of peeps.. a very organized class.. haa! the video contains photos!! and lots of my ugly C.M.I. photos.. braces days, days with spectacles on, days without makeup, days that i love to play ah Beng and sit like some kuku in the coffee shop.. haa! watched the video with Mr Chua and he laugh till he ass like flying off can?! -.-" but okay, Des made a comparison of me, the past and the recent.. okay.. Thanks! BUT BUT, why at the end of the video, where u(DESMOND KE ZHUANG WEI) put our name and contact number, why U PUT MY NUMBER WRONG?! and u say is typo.. when the typo is soooooo OFF! -.-"""" ROAR! anyway, thanks for the effort put in.. very nice, lots of memories contain inside.. yeah! the ugly me.. =)

情人节

2008-02-15T11:05:00.003+08:00

昨天是情人节，也是我跟恒达在一起的第4个月。。我们互相给卡片。。这是他送给我的新年卡。。他送给我的情人节卡
我送给他的情人节卡。。 yeah!! ate at some chinese restaurant at bugis.. very nice and it isn't ex at all!! he treat me.. lalala.. watched "p.s. i love you".. i teared from the start till the end lah! he teared a bit, then turn and told me cos his eyes are dry..

thailand.. the island of smiles

2008-02-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

miss the thailand trip somehow.. though the air in Singapore smells fresher, sweeter, etc.. miss thai cos the things as compared to Singapore, is cheaper and has much more creativity and is hand-made stuffs.. i don't like to bargain, therefore, i leave the bargaining job to Dear or my Jeremy cousin.. we kept on eating, shopping, back to hotel shitting and out again shopping.. but what i felt fulfiling was to get my hair cut over thai at the shopping centre opposite our hotel.. it costs only S$15! and the service is 'thumbs up' + the shampoo and conditioner they used is 'kerastase'.. whee!! soft soft de.. =)

bought a mickey mouse mirror for myself + some other stuffs.. i like that mirror cos can put me n dear's photo in it.. enjoyed the pineapple in thai.. it's so much sweeter than in Singapore.. the tomyam tastes not bad too, but i prefer what i had previously in Bankok..

our 1st time experience of putting firecrackers.. =) it's horrifying i tell u.. almost kanna 'popped'.. after the firecrackers popped, got the red cloth with wordings on it.. Dear tried to use a bamboo stick n hang it.. haa! he hung it on the highest branch.. after he hung it, he turned to my sis and exclaimed "i'm a god!" mad right? tat's what makes him cute mah.. ^.^

ate 'yeah yeah' for the past 2 days before we started our journey back.. haa! go ask HengDa what is it bahz.. he love it so much tat he say he wanna da bao back to Singapore 10 boxes for his parents.. haa! silly him..

on our way to Singapore, while on the coach.. he kept scaring me! kind of entertainment lah! from 7-10pm i kept laughing non-stop, giggling.. haa! thanks for that horrifying type of entertainment.. =)