life is to earn lots of money and to pay for your medical bills in the future! i think i'm don with luck these few days.. reason being, when passed over to my shift, i started one minor resuscitation cos the Dr find that the pt is crushing like soon.. okay, sent to ICU shortly after.. then then, on my night which was ytd, found pt cold, no BP and the best thing was, not breathing!! another resuscitaion started.. okay, 2 patients.. the one sent to ICU was seen in my ward the day after WALKING! and the 2nd one was actually for home today just that her blood clotting factor was high and need to be monitored one more day.. coroner's case..

i think sister is a bloody asshole that she wanted to make a fool out of me.. lucky i was told not to do so if not i'll be the greatest fool ever! anyway, the night shift nurses spent like an hour in the role call room talking nuts on how to start building our christmas tree.. dumb that i don't even bother talking.. seriously dumb!

i miss Baobei so so much again.. teared while on my way to work.. tried holding it back but whenever i read the msg that he sent to me, i tear.. like today when i got home and wanted to sleep, i re-read the msg he sent ytd.. tears flowing arrrrr!!!!! he's so silly, take over his friend for duty cos his friend is willing to pay him $50.. he wanna earn a little more so that i can spend more.. silly silly him.. will still love him lotss!!!

i don't seem to understand why some people in nursing just enjoy their work so much.. while me, whining every now and then.. but but, something which i find it's the best reason for me to quit nursing is, i find that the care that i give to my patients are just so dangerous.. always not doing the right things and making errors like now and then.. damn it!! their life leh!!!!

i'm so glad that Baobei is feeling so so much better than on last thursday.. i had my weekends off last week and i did not go shopping with Baobei, reason being, he was in AnE + hospital + clinics on n off.. at least ya, need not think of where to eat, shop, no money n etc.. tramadol does the trick to his pain.. wahaha! i love euu my Baobei Mr Chua!!!

heartache.. he's in pain, most of the day.. yet no doctors he has seen knows the answer to his pain.. how i wish i could help ease the pain in him.. get well soon, Baobei! ^.^

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i'm so sick and tired of walking into the hospital heading towards the door of our ward and start work.. work keeps me busy.. ya ya.. after work, felt so lonely.. so empty in me.. walked out of ward and started tearing to myself wondering is this the life i want to lead 1-2yrs? or even longer.. thoughts just ran through me.. think of my future, -unsure- i feel like i'm always not finishing with my work.. yet i'm not making efforts to strive cos what i aim is to end work on time and run out from this freaky place.. awaiting for year end bonus, after that, i'll wave bye-bye to people in my ward.. i'll be in great smiles with happy tears.. and i swear, i won't regret a single bit of it! gambatte to the next few months more bah.. jia you!!

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