yesterday went for some useful useless talk about Trendcare.. obviously i'm so ignorance about it.. and what makes me happy and enjoyable was, me and Veronica was chatting non-stop from the start (at 9am) till it ends (at 11.10am) with sweets that Nurizah bought in my mouth all day long.. knowing that we have ample time, headed down to NUS 'mega bites' and have some expensive cheap, yet lousy delicious and fulfilling foods! wonder when was the last time we get to sit down, chat, eat slowly yet happily...... working life just isn't great big time!

think back, why didn't i just put down my pride, my work, my unhappiness and leave?? thinking that if i pass my probation, things would definitely indefinitely get better? actually i'm just giving a test to myself on whether i'm capable in this job not.. why must i be so stubborn/stupid and stayed on? when most people around me including my boyfriend's parents are booing cheering me on to quit.. and even will help me tell some high posts people that this girl wants to quit, please tell her ward sister!

actually, i like working in ward if i want to continue in this line.. it really pushes you to to fall learn and stand on your own.. and get bullied most of the time! just that the ward colleagues urks me! except for that many few people.. isn't it pathetic that in a ward, that workes like a team, yet no one or few ones that you can trust/confide in?! nah, don't confide in anyone.. my NS man + family are the only ones i can rely on, and at times confide in.. but he's not always around for me to vent my unhappiness..

waiting eagerly for tomorrow to come.. NS man is back from his relaxing tiring field camp and i'm on 2nd night tomorrow.. yippee!! i want him to hug me and me to hug him tight! love his fatty muscular body build now.. ^.^

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