woke up this morning.. thoughts flashing through my mind.. thoughts of Baobei enlisting in 9 days time.. couldn't help it, but tears start flowing down my cheeks.. out of the 9 days, how many more hours can i accompany him?! i'll not be there on the day he enlist.. but me not very E.M.O. about it as the day before, i can be with him from day till night!! no other light bulbs to come between us!!

yesterday, went to Qian Hu fish farm with Baobei, and my Primary school friend (Bee Sian).. it's so fun to let the fish 'suck' on your feet.. the feeling is so ticklish!!

small fishes.. "suck", "suck", "suck"..

bigger fishes.. "suck", "Suck", suck"this is my Precious Baobei!!and this is BeeSian.. yo! remember our next dinner k.. XO slice fish beehoon!!bye.. need to cook some not extremely great food for myself..

welcome these 2 new members to my Baobei's home! hee.. actually it belongs to me lah.. Baobei bought it for me de.. ^.^ and it costs a total of $60 after discount.. it's not just any normal hamsters k.. the breed it's called "racoon" and it come from US.. it can live for as long as 11 yrs and above! the size is larger than normal size hamsters.. and it's only 6 weeks old! still no name for them though.. hmmm.. why is it at my Baobei's place leh? cos, my mum and dad will scream and screech at me if they ever see these 2 cuties.. plus, i don't have a cage in hand.. wahaha! can you see that they are so adorably puffy? they aren't fat actually.. thanks Baobei fo buying me these hamsters!!!!!!!!! hee.. he say cos he can't keep me accompany when he enter NS, so at least i have hamsters to accompany me.. *sweetz yet silly* but i like it! ^.^

oh my god, i've got a total of 4 hamsters le.. whee! think it's accumulating.. and he has got 3 Robovski.. a breed that is the smallest among hamsters and it can run real fast plus its whiskers are so different from other hamsters.. catch it before it goes missing!!

wonder when i'm able to bring back these 2 kiddos home.. since Baobei's going to be enlisted in 20 days time.. oh my god!!

Baobei is going to be enlisted in the next 23 days! time flies.. that time when he got his enlistment letter, there was a 2 months plus notice.. now is only counting down by DAYS! oh my mama papa god.. no more 'as-and-when' outings or slacking le.. no more 'as-and-when' i want to call him le.. night calls may be very limited.. oh damn! why must guys go for NS leh??!! haa! but still, i want to see his botak head.. so excited can?! hmmm, very much of a probability is, i won't be having my off day on 9th July.. can't send him off.. ~boohoo!~ *_*

everyone is gg individual le.. but me still in a buddy system.. oh damn! but the thing is, i'm not at all surprised.. and i'm not even thinking so much if i'm still in the buddy system.. cos the facts were, i tried to leave this ward, so i didn't put in much efforts for that period of time.. and Sister did not buddy me for quite some time, so she won't know if i can go without buddy or not.. and the facts are, i'm not bonded, so not very 'willing' to work.. haa! that's all about my work folks! but, but, i wanna add on something.. i very much wish to be individualized.. so that no one will haunt me.. and i won't care much about stresses, cos without a buddy, i'm not so stressful.. and i'm those people who'll ask qns if i really don't understand.. ^.^

yesterday was Father's day! my family 'celebrated' by buying back "Boon Tong Kee" chicken rice on Saturday.. and Saturday was also our 8th month-versary.. ^.^ yesterday dined out with Baobei and his family.. so much laughters.. haa! his dad kept saying that if we want to go Sentosa, just need to say out his name and we'll get discount.. -.-" and we kept trying to think of ways to run off without paying the bills.. keke =p

my Sister (Er Jie)is flying off to US in September.. gg there to learn some courses.. no one to joke with me le.. Baobei also won't be around with me all the time le.. September i'll end my probation le.. haa! if i'm happy in my job, i'll probably stay on.. of not i'll leave with 1 year's time.. yeah! that's my plan.. don't ruin it..

these few weeks haven't been a smooth sailing ride for me.. in terms of my work condition and my love life.. i stayed on in work, hoping to see a brighter glimpse of light ahead of me and striving hard to achieve being a better nurse and a nurse whom can work individually.. i do not grumble as much as before to Baobei..

love life still isn't that bad.. but due to my stubborness, my childishness, my pettiness, okay, overall, my charactor, the love sparks decreasing.. damn it!

Babei wanted to give me a surprise yesterday.. somehow he managed to surprised me, but somehow don't.. wahaha! cos i guessed it right for the place he's bringing me to after few attempts.. haa! we headed down to underwater world and dolphin lagoon.. 1st time to both places, i like the underwater world more cos i can see the sharks and stingrays.. yeah! and get to "feed" the stingrays.. don't mention about it, i shouted so many times cos the stingrays are just so grossed! no pics for now, as i'm simply too lazy to load it..

'hand in' my resignation letter ytd.. sister didn't ven take a single look at it and passed it back to me.. kept asking me why i wanna quit and blah blah blah...... really disappointed.. quitting is way not easy for me.. i'm just not firm enough.. screwed!!!! ultimately can't take back my words.. told them i'm not very happy staying in nursing this line, sister bombed me back by asking "why in the 1st place i want to pass my PRCP and not quit during school yrs, aren't you wasting your mum's money?" told her i wanna work in a pet shop, which is something that i felt that i have passion in.. but she don't accept this reason.. tmr still need to face them.. argh!! will definitely need to go sister's office and drink tea le..

why they just can't let me leave peacefully leh.. i'll still leave even if i pass my probation..

where's the trust that we both had for each other? maybe i'm just too simple-minded that i did not think in your shoes.. maybe i just care way too much about that friend cum colleague too much that i did not care about euu.. i gave euu insecureness.. i'm sorry.. in the end, we still did not manage to take the DHL balloon due to the disgusting weather.. in the end, euu did not go out with your friends for the mini celebration as euu were out with me and my sisters.. in the end, we still managed to make things worked out calmly through SMSes, no quarrels, no bickerings.. thanks!

thanks too for helping me type my resignation letter.. the only thing that matters now is when should i hand in.. what job i want to work as after i resign.. and, i did not even pass my probation, will other hospitals want to employ me? haiz.. yet, im so excited to leave ASAP! ^.^

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