if one day i could change something in me, i would very much want to change my charactor.. change to a more independent girl.. yo! been too sticky to Dear, this spells bad.. all these while, he has been so free that he come and fetch my almost 9/10 dayz.. and the day that we didn't meet will most probably be because i'll be working night shift so i need to sleep in the day, or, the next day will be a morning shift after my noon shift.. it's always because of me that we don't meet, and always because of me that we'll meet.. yo!

today will be doing my 2nd night le.. i love 2nd night because after tomorrow, it'll be my sleeping day and followed by my rest day.. hopefully my rest day won't be ruined by some 'basic nursing course' or something.. may be going to 'bai bai' for my late grandmaon Tuesday morning.. i dislike night shift as a HCA/AN as it's so hectic in the night.. rushing for time just to get things done on time..

thinking of where to go after i wake up from my sleep tmr.. need to go HR as i did not receive my pay for this month! making me so drained out.. pocket i mean.. haa! that day i cried infront of Dear because of some ward stuffs.. dread the pain in my eyes after the cry.. went to the police station afterwhich to report lost of my IC.. ~chey~ don't need to report lah.. waste my energy and time talking to that low rank policeman..

next month got so many events lah! my papa, sis, uncle, midas(dog), and not to forget, Dear's birthdays! thinking of what to buy or make or go with Dear.. haa! something special.. anyone with great ideas please help me k.. but don't tell him k.. *chuckles* whee! =D

POL= Power Of Love!

before he came over to fetch me, he went to bugis to buy me the same wallet!! *touched* inside of it contains a new EZ-link card and a card holder that i had it previously (lost it too). *sweetz* it was so unbelievable can?! what's on my mind at that moment wasn't about him being sweet. it was about "wah! got people return my wallet ar?!" after that, realized he was the one who bought for me de. so feel like tearing at that moment lah..

i've gotten myself a perfect guy, matched with an imperfect me.. me should be glad.. real glad.. <3>

bad things are falling onto me these few days.. lost my wallet on monday.. hopefully that someone would be kind enough to return it to me.. pls return back my wallet with the stuffs that were initially in it! esp my IC, nursing license, and my "hu sheng fu" that Dear gave to me!!!!

someone i know seems to change.. change to a cold person.. dunno what happen n why.. i no longer trust her.. we once had fun and joking arnd.. but ytd (According to time lah), we can even walk past each other without saying anything.. and when i report to her abt things happening to the patient, she gave me one ridiculous answer that boils me up, leaving lots of question marks on my head.. walking to the clean utility room to curse n swear..

seeing that collegue of mine being so stress up really scares me.. i can handle stresses but do u really know those behind the scenes thingy? yup, weep quietly.. infront of people i can smile, but if u're someone i dislike or hate, dun blame me if u sneeze many times.. yes, i'm cursing u.. ^.^

at the end of the day, trust no one except for yourself..

total freaks in my ward that i'm currently in.. my black shoes (nursing shoes) are gone to the thrash bin!!!!! ward sister typically threw it away.. really sad cos now, i need to provide myself a new shoe.. okay.. it happens like this... "there's a notice (A4 paper with lots of wordings on it) in the toilet (the place where we KEPT out shoes in) and i didn't happen to see it.. and it state there, ~by saturday 3pm, to remove all shoes if not it will be thrown away~.. and when i came at night for night shift, i've gone crazy just because of that shoe!!!! asked the SN and she said ask the cleaner.. cleaner told me to go to the garbage there and search!!!!!!!!!!!!"gone, all gone! no shoes!! so feel like slapping myself, banging myself onto the wall, hide myself and cry out loud why i'm in this F***ing ward, dashing home or maybe to Dear to cry out loud, stuffs like that.. okay, in the end, to be "professional", i wore slippers for like 13-14 hrs of work!! i don't care if the sisters were to scold me or things like that, i'll juz tellthem wadeva i want!! ROAR!! hate it hate it!

1st day of work and i'm assigned to 16 patients without any exerienced assistance nurse with me.. so blur can?! jia you for the rest of the days that i'm working as a nurse bahz..

yesterday, Dear accompany me to college of medicine to get my nursing license done.. it cost $100 k.. for a lousy card.. oh gosh! thanks for accompanying me.. wanted to go kbox initially, but our pockets have got BIG BIG holes so went for movie instead.. watched "step up 2".. i don't fancy this movie.. hehe.. but Dear enjoy it can le.. the excess time, we head over to orchard OG.. bought 'nata de coco grape flavour' to eat.. $0.80.. and yea, sat outside and shared.. it's so delicious.. love that moment lots!!! meet yixun at aljunied station and he brought us to eat that 'geylang famous beef hor fun'.. sometimes, just a simple dish, a few friends can juz make my life so glad.. miss yixun lots!

caught cheerobics live on sunday @ kallang leisure park.. saw those cheer-mates.. really glad but yet i'm not very glad cos the meet up was kind of disappointing.. not what i thought it would be like.. maybe i expected too much from it..

really very extremely glad that Dear is always with me by my side supporting what i do and at times guiding me.. on sunday when he as about to leave my home, he suddenly dug out something from his wallet, a "hu sheng fu" and handed it to me, adding on that this "fu" is to protect me and wish me smooth sailing during work (okay, it sounds wrong lah, but my ang moh not very good).. wah! i tell u, i typically teared infront of him lah!! no words can describe how sweet i felt at that moment of time.. so darn idiotically glad that i've got this someone whom i love, care, get angry with, etc.. very sweet, caring, loving guy with me lah! dunno why he like me also lah.. aiyaya! so so so so so extreeeemmmmmeeee blessed! before i started working, those days were spent with him EVERYDAY.. yo! so the 'missing' wasn't really prominant.. now that i'm working, i'll miss him every now and then when he is not by my side, and yea, tear abit.. can't imagine if he were to go NS.. that time he went China, i teared like dunno what le lah.. NS 1st 3wks cant come out.. aiyaya!!!!!! o.0!

called up the ward yesterday to ask for my schedule.. okay, i'll be working morning shift on the 17th.. the rest? wait till i check bahz.. i want my off day!! hmmm, wonder which sister was i talking to ytd, so rude!!!!!!!!!! haiz............... dun wanna know you more.. but but, i'm gotta see you soon! oh, stab me pleassssseeeee!

played mahjong at my aunt's place.. hmmm, dunno how to go about but yea, hengda was there guiding me.. got a hang of it.. but yea, blurry though.. *.* some words that came out from my sister make me lose my appetite thoroughly.. god damn! no dinner, no supper.. almost cried out man!!!!! F*** off!! ~pardon me~

arranged those mirrors and pasted them nicely on the wall.. seems not bad to me.. it's now clean and bright.. i'm a happy girl living in this world!! going to IKEA later on to see see look look.. whee!! and to kbox with hengda to meet his friends..

i passed my clinical placements!! 'B' for both modules! yeah! hengda oso passed all his! yo!!
tata.. gtg shower le..

okay, yesterday just wasn't my day.. woke up so early in the morning, wash up and rush down to meet Mr Chua.. and many things happen along the way + that not-much-sleep + stomach growling + lost ez-link card + not enough money.. kk.. bad attitude given to one another but he tried so hard to please me.. so yea, not a very nice day.. almost cried.. *^%&^!!#%#%!!

kk, sunshine after ran, bye

everyone's calling me a slacker.. simply cos i slack and i can start working since ytd but decided to push back the date.. know i am one so stop saying.. know what it's like to part with your baobei? the day b4 i can 'start' work, i started to emo.. thinking that i've not yet enjoyed enough, i no time to keep dear accompany, is that the life that i wanna and etc.. and the moment that the HR person (jacqueline) said that she will help me push back the date, i was so elated.. changed back to my own clothes and carried the bulky and heavy plastic bag containing my shoes, uniform and a notebook (previously with staff pass) and head down to Dear's place.. so tired cos i cried the day b4.. but in my mind, i was soooooo happy can?! that kind of happiness is so magical... i kept grinning non-stop lah! Dear came down and fetch me.. ^.^ he was saying, "wah! grinning non-stop leh!" haa.. saw his sister and i started telling her how happy i was!! his dad asked and i told him too!! =)))

seriously, is this the kind of job that i'd like to emerse myself in for the next few months or even years? is this the kind of life that i'd like to have? 6 days per week plus shift work with 2 ward sisters staring at you while you work and pushing blames (including other nurses).. okay.. i'll definitely start work on the 17th.. i'm gonna miss Dear.. and my slacker life..

heh.. me didn't start work today.. cos really dun feel like staring work le.. told the HR that i'd like to start work at alater date.. n ta-a.. here i am, blogging and slacking away.. hee... yupz!! i know it's a bit bad lah.. but then ytd night i emo-ed like dunno what can? suddenly dun feel like working... heh.. so, next i confirm will be starting work as a HCA on the 17th march.. lalala.. =) really lah... oopz.. okay, think i'm black-listed from my ward le.. heh.. haiz.. =( shall start my working engine on the 17th bahz..

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