♥ Tuesday, December 18, 2007
dear is on the plane now le.. i didn't drop a single tear infront of him last night.. but i kept counting down the number of hours that he'll be heading for airport as well as to board the plane.. after i hang up the phone call wif him, i teared.. sleep, received his few messages, wished him bon voyage n blah, woke up, teared like mad till now! sister looked at me, 1st thing she asked was "are you suffering from depression?"
dear is so sweet, he came over yesterday to lodge his 3 tortises in the TOILET and to install 'mario forever' for me to play with when i'm bored.. oh my!! played for a while just now, lost due to blurry eyes.. shall play it on thurs and fri since i'll be free.. =) i juz suffered from a shock this morning, i thought there's only 2 tortises left!! where's the 3rd one?! *phew* it's under the cover that another tortise is resting on top.. maybe i shall put them together with my big tortise and let them fight..
i wanna watch "Mr Magoriom's Wonder Emporium" when dear is back! hope he'll enjoy his trip to China with his family bahz.. wahaha! dear, i love you!
Blogged @ 8:52 AM
♥ Sunday, December 16, 2007
when volcano erupts, it isn't your fault.. it's just that i do not know how to handle my emotions well.. i'm sorry about it.. i'll definitely change for the better..
i've missed so many trainings, and i know i'll miss even more.. don't know what has happened for the past few trainings and people won't even update on it.. discussions are only kept in groups.. really don't know what's going on.. seems so lost, so helpless.. what has happened?
if one day i have a kid like euu, i'll definitely kill him/her for sure.. and i mean KILL!!
learning to survive on your own isn't a bad thing.. you'll learn more, learn fast.. but of cause, anything that you're unsure or don't know, just ask, it won't reap off a piece of your skin and not to say your hair.. but maybe add on some spices(getting said/scoldings/unclear messages).. getting said is often but not praises, and when that someone praises you for something, you'll really appreciate it and will work even harder for more praises..
yijun jia you!! ^.^ cheer up girl *smilez*
Blogged @ 11:28 PM
♥ Friday, December 07, 2007
11 more days to go n euu'll be off for china le.. approximately 264 hrs to go.. cant believe myself dat i actually will miss euu de.. n miss euu so much.. though only 8 dayz, but kinda long time? haha! these are only the thoughts of euu leaving (euu haven leave) den miss so much already, leave already how???!!! depression? cry everyday like now?! maybe shld learn from wad ivy said.. 8 days, n when euu're back, one week of prcp gone le.. (can see how much we dislike prcp).. but 8 days leh!! no one to talk to at night.. no one to morning call me when i'm on morning shift.. day off n public holiday will be alone.. argh!! ='( one week without movies.. haha! ^.^ sounds like i'm missing the movies more than euu.. *bleahz*
now only for family tour to china for 8 dayz.. next time army how?! stab myself to death.. slash my own wrist.. slash my carotid artery.. tear myself apart.. swallow pins n needles.. infuse potassium chloride on a fast rate.. ~crapz~ i wont be dat stupid to do all these.. cos if i did these, i wont get to see euu forever..
i'm missing, will miss euu dearly..
ps(pi sai): i love euu <3
Blogged @ 9:14 AM
